HELLO

2007-08-31T06:36:00.000-07:00

Perhaps, it's time to reflect. I need to R.U.N.
Go figure.

YAY FOR ST NICKS. WE DON'T PAY BILLS HEEHEE.
Anyway I love massive power failurs I love being surprised and getting shocked I love Teacher's Day I love St Nicks I love holidays. Ah, how cool if we had like, one or two power failurs every month. I would love SN to death.
Tell me I rock please, I totally spent one hour on my September holiday one-week-break timetable :D (though I spent two hours on the com just now :O)

Movies I want to watch:
1) 881
2)Ratatouille
3) Hairspray
4)Rush Hour 3

Darn it, I think someone hacked into my Friendster. Damnnnnnnn super frustrated >:(

2007-08-21T05:54:00.000-07:00

Heyho, EOYS are coming so feel the stress yo. >:(
Till then.

2007-08-14T06:07:00.000-07:00

Today's an amazing day, what more can I say :D
14 August, that's the most important day in your calendar, mark that down now, (if you haven't)
A pity I haven't got any pictures, but it's all in the memories (:
Really want to thank each and everyone for wishing/giving/surprising me, I am truly a happy girl for the past 22 hours ( including sleeping time )
Seems like time passes in a blink of eye, fast forward and I'll be a sweet sixteen, and rewind back a few years and I'm looking at myself when I was probably in p6? See, reminscing really brings back the good ol' times.
Had swallow & hibiscus patrol meeting today, and trina was so scared I wouldn't come she called me so taa, leaked cat outta the bag. Then Hibiscus sang me birthday song (:
And Geog was pretty nerve-wracking, cos, uhhhhh I shan't say. ): Upsets me further.
Heh but presents and wishes made me happy! (:
And something unexpected was the wishes, presents. As in, really overwhelming (:
And NED had a surprise for meeeee. WO HEN GAO XING NENG REN SHI TA MEN! Thank God for meeting them (:
Trust me, if I ever had the chance, I would post each and everyone of your name here, but yeah now I'm really busy talking to people online so , THANKS <3

2 and a half more hours ):

2007-07-13T19:40:00.001-07:00

Friday the 13th is always a curse, I swear.

2007-07-07T07:08:00.001-07:00

TODAY'S O7O7O7 :D
LIVE EARTH, WEAR GREEN! Haha in my opinio I wore green today, but some people beg to differ (: Actually wearing green doesn't really solve global warming, but it just makes people be more aware of it. So no difference anyway.
Anyway, global warming is such a serious problem you know. People don't know the heavy impacts of it until now, which is a rather disturbing thing to me, cos I RESOLVE TO PROTECT THE ENVIRONMENT NOW.
IM GOING TO REDUCE, REUSE AND RECYCLE. SO PEOPLE MUST SAVE THE EARTH JUST LIKE ME.
This week was quite mundane, ho. But've been paying much more attention in class, so yay for me :]
Chinese orals next week! Holy shit the other time I actually sat for an oral( excluding the mock one) was like in p6, which was like millions of years ago. & That was like a piece of cake as compared to this, honestly. The topics the past few days are highly random, so I won't be surprise if they might ask how do I think of gays/lesbians. (SHIT SHIT SHIT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BROACH THAT SUBJECT AH DIEEEEE) Nah, I think I'll prolly stare at the teacher and smile and go:
HUH KE YI ZAI SHUO YI CE MA. and/or WO TING BU DAO KE YI ZAI SHUO YI CI and/or NI SHI SHEN ME YI SE.
~~Dieeeeeeee~~
Can't wait! Harry potter deathly hallows (21st)and hp order of phoenix ( next week) ah :D Shall start counting down :)

OH,
VOTE ANDREA FOR HEAD PREFECT & YIYING FOR HEAD MONITOR! :D

2007-06-30T20:57:00.000-07:00

Yowza :D
Week one's finally over. Hurray. A.Math test next week, confusion(understatement) over redox/mole, and uncompleted homework but SIYUN SHALL STILL PERSERVERE :D New chem teacher's weirdly funny, >:
Anyway, yesterday was a hellishly packed day.
Woke at 620, met up with Ethel Cheryl Bessy Si'en took a bus to SJI. Goodness the air-con was so friking damn cold :/
Reached Sji, omg the school's like so darn cool :/ ( as compared to sn? its so bloody unfair they have such a nice canteen and squash courts and tennis courts and air-conditioned gym.
anyway! and their school uniform is like, a replica of ri's one.
games were rather alright, except that it was kinda weird at times.Water games with Jiafeng was super confusing cos everyone kept running about. >:
Ended at around 3 plus, cabbed to United Square with Ernie Cassandra had macs :)
Went for tution, ah felt my eyelids were heavier than weights.
Met yenjin after that, had cheap chicken chop ( ALLITERATION WOOHOO :] ) then bused to hwachong. Thought we were pretty late but not really though.
Talked about some stuff with yenjin, hope her father gets better! :D
Have got to say met some Very Interesting People (VIP HMM.) with Very Interesting People around them.
Was quite impressed with the drama production, cos they acted rather well :D Overall it was good I guess (: And ponder; is it always better to give in?
Oh, and Happy Youth Day ! (:

Unfairness, inequality, there's no use putting on facades.

2007-06-18T06:17:00.000-07:00

Good old jolly >:)
I'm boreddddddd D: Im supposed to be reading sanguoyanyi but i don't fricking give a daym cos i was totally sutck at the first page. Incomprehensible. If everyone could give me a pence if they agreed that that book was a piece of boring crap, I'd be Bill Gates.
HAWHAWHAW :D
Packed poles today, the den's like superrrrr dirty and super cramped la! Potential fire hazard :/ Then, went for badminton competition w my younger sis. Ahaha I planned to read 5 pages of that SGYY but oh wells. At this rate Im going, I'm gonna take 100 light years to complete all my work. Bravo foose, bravo. :D
Went for tuition after that, I need to buck up! >:(
my life is such a routine :( ughhhhhhh. hahahaha im suddenly reminded of something!
we can do it, we really can :)

2007-06-16T17:23:00.000-07:00

Hello all! :D (I shall try to make this a happy post, although I'm not to speak the least, happy.)

Okay, I believe this blog is already close to stagnation, if not is. :/ Truth is, I have so many things to blog, but I'm too lazy to blog! Sorry all! I promise to blog more in future! Regret regretttt D: Now back to SNGG CAMP ):

Farewell cum enrolment cum promotion. I'm honestly speechless. So many thoughts overwhelmed me during farewell-promotion, I totally broke down. First the sadness, then the shock, then the sadness again, then the tears. Sad to say, I have to leave Swallow. Its been such a great patrol! :D I remember in SecOne, when me and trina and michelle were in guides, we were so completely unfamiliar to everything. Everything in guides seemed alien to us. Didn't really talk much during patrol meetings, patrol outings. I guess I wasn't that much bonded with the seniors and all ):
SecTwo, started to open up. Talked more, became closer to swallow in general :) Patrol outgs and mtgs became funner, in my opinion :D Have to say the love for swallow grew by leaps and bounds! (:
SecThree: New secones, haha I guess they bond very well why is why swallow becomes more bonded! (: Sigh, I think I regretted not going for a few patrol meetings and outings here and there because of the work stuff in secthree? Tution, coming abit late for school, sometimes even forgetting there was patrol meetings until it was assembly that kind of thing? D: REGRETTTTTT D:
Just wanna say that, I LOVE SWALLOW! (: Don't leave me out during patrol meetings and outings, I'll try my best to be there! Remember all the fun times we had? Even though we have our ups and downs sometimes but we still remain bonded at the end of the day and that's what matters the most :) Change is inevitable, so even if xunmin xin hui and me and I-don't-know-who-else-is-transferred-(VERY SORRY) are gone, I hope Swallow will still remain strong! (:
(SHALL GO BLOG ON SWALLOW BLOG LATER... )

Sigh. Hibiscus. What are my responsibilities? What awaits me? I honestly have no idea. Im really scared. Im really very very scared. Im afraid of disappointing the patrol members, afraid of disappointing myself as a PL, afraid of disappointing SNGG. ): For the new Hibiscus patrol, if you're reading this, I know that things may not be that great in the start, but I hope that as time passes, we'll progress and be together as one united bonded patrol. :)

And as for SNGG, I honestly have no idea what's it going to be like without the help of secfours! ): Things may not turn out as planned at times but I hope we'll bring guides to greater glory at the end of the day:)

Enough of this, am getting emo all over again. ): Flashbacks; good, bad. The sense of deja vu is coming back, all too soon. ):

2007-05-01T02:46:00.000-07:00

You know something's majorly wrong when everything seems majorly wrong. Hmmm there's something really wrong with me y'know, I seem to digress and procrastinate and then panick. I NEED MOTIVATION, DAMMIT >:(

Grrrr I hate my neighbours. They are weird. When they quarrel, they run out one by one, with the man going: "I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. DON'T INTERFERE WITH MY LIFE ANYMORE" and then followed by this woman who runs after him. & then the maid. They must be blind if they didn't see my laughing you know. Weird with a capital W, hahaha! :]

The Harimaujahpura (sp?) pt is driving me crazy. I really thought it was a country/state/colony, then I realised it was some stupid name that meant lion city or whatever. Dang cheat my feelings >:

I guess it's a trying period for us both. Maybe you need to think back too, instead of making it sound like it's a one sided thing. Just so you know, things are not going to work out if you don't do your part either.

2007-04-23T03:57:00.000-07:00

You've crossed your limits. It doesn't give you the bloody right even though you're like whattttt? Damn it, fricking pissed.

Okay, so The Holiday's going to be over. Did nothing really productive today I guessed. Talked to Bessy yesterday, my gosh she's really hilarious. You tell me someone who uses computer thrice, and it hangs thrice. No points for guessing it correct.
Yeppp talked to her and intended to study, but didn't end up not doing so. :/
ANYWAY ANYWAY, SN Strings GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS. :D SO PROUD OF THEM ALL. :D . Hopefully choir will get gold/gwh tomorrow! Go Choir! You can do itttt :)

I don't want to go school tomorrow. It's boring with a capital B. Fyi I like to say things like these eg. I'm cool with a capital C and You're gross with a capital G! We're going to rehearse for Sports Day tomorrow, how fun how fun! :D (Ha.Ha.Ha) Ooh, did I mention that I lurvvvvvee PrisonBreak. Oh man the show's damn exciting. &&& the other day my hands turned cold when i was watching the part where I thought that Crazy Guy was gonna kill that blind woman. I will cry if I don't watch PrisonBreak okay! Or I will scream in class and rant if I don't watch. Yes that's how crazy i am :D

&&& Today I was watching the rerun of Beauty&theGeek & Richard was being a complete assssssssssss. Just like ______. Go fill in the blanks. No points for guessing tooo :)

Whispers Hello I miss you quite terribly ):

2007-04-15T02:47:00.000-07:00

Millions tests next week, thanks school. >:(
To all SYF people, good luck! : D Seriously, all the perfoming arts people are very stressed up, so hang on there and jiayou! : ) Hahaha okay lah, I'm wishing them too cos I partly teeny weeny bit want The School Holiday too.
Speech chinese CT tomorrow. Eh, wish me luck!
Thanks a lot, I don't know wuddthehell are rivers. OH YAY.

2007-04-05T05:51:00.002-07:00

If this is not screwed, I don't know what it is anymore.
I gave it my best shot, but why? Why is it so that at times like this, you simply don't ~~Fking~~ reap what you ~~fking~~ sow? Probably it's not 100%, maybe if I could stretch myself to the max.
~~Good~~ Bad Friday.
Ah well, it's just one of those days I wanna slap myself & bang my head into the wall for 100 times.
Things on my agenda are piling up. Plus I don't even know what's going on with ******. Kinda weird :( Even the slightest thing makes me sweat.
I hope I don't turn into a walking zombie on Monday.
Brief update on past week/weeks:
Damn rollercoaster lah :/ Shall not comment.
But, & but, yes, my camp patrol is Jurassic. Like how hilarious is that man, my toe was laughing when I heard that. (HELLO BESSY :D)

Goodbye my lover

2007-03-25T01:27:00.000-07:00

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yayyyyyy this is fun! :D hehehe silly though but i got a kick out of playing it woots :D

2007-03-23T21:25:00.001-07:00

Fish it I can't see my blog.
WHAT THE FISH WHAT THE FISH.

2007-03-20T08:03:00.000-07:00

HELLLLLLLO ALL!
due to the request of certain people like bessy tan >:(, i shall blog.
tadaaaaaaaa.

sucks shit.

2007-02-05T04:38:00.000-08:00

maybe it's just too little, too late? ive got so many decisions to make, so many choices, and you know, sometimes when it comes to making decisions im not very effective. which makes it worse when you have so many things to do, so many much more work piling atop you even when you think enough, is enough. crashing down was my biggest mistake.

haven't been performing up to expectations, or rather, not really doing well in various aspects? there's still time, anddd i shall not procrastinate.
heard this speech about sunscreen a couple of days ago. rather inspiring. it's like, one of those rare occassions which break your reverie and make you sit up straight and listen to it. out of point is my downfall, i think. too much distraction is bad, esp when you're sitting right.in.the.front. I hate The Front, cuz it really is distracting.&irritating too.

unhappy, i am. very. very.
AND I THINK 2PURITY ROCKS BALLS.

2007-01-06T23:39:00.000-08:00

im feeling rather doubtful about certain people. about superficiality and all.
& this is bad, cos im not supposed to doubt people and whatever.
Pfft I can't take it anymore.

school's tomorrow. no comments,honestly.

2007-01-01T22:57:00.000-08:00

NI MEN HAO. HEN JIU MEI LAI ZHE LI LE :D
first of all, Happy New Year to all! 2006's been fab, i hope 07's going to rock more :D
3truth! hahah many 2puritians in there, so i don't really know what to say.
2purity's been an awesome class, it's certainly made me a better person, with the Tau-gang and many fabbb people as well! (:
okayy i shall resolve not to blog so much, be more organised, be more hardworking, try to maintain a platonic relationship with a lot of people, and yada-yada-yada. its the same thing year after year you know. two possibilities. either they're very natural and common resolutions, or i don't fulfil them year after year, in which the latter has a higher possibility.
OH SHUT UP SIYUN, YOU BLOODY IDIOT >:(
school's reopening tomorrow. siannnnnnnnnnn leh. but talked to choryi just now, hopefully she'll be able to fulfil my wish! :]
the thought of tests, homework, assignments piling up simply make me want to possess the Time-Turner D:
pffffft. &&&&&&&&&&&& korean shows, movie marathon, the com, going out. GOODBYE LIBERATION. :(((((

2006-12-20T07:52:00.000-08:00

I'M FEELING SO VERY ANGRY, FRUSTRATED, PISSED, IMMENSELY ANNOYED, TREMENDOUSLY F**KING INDIGNANT.

2006-12-16T09:09:00.000-08:00

Greetings from Thailand:SAWADIKA! :D
okay anyway im using the laptop frm my dad, and im gna turn in soon.
these few days have been feeling dizzy after the sea ride i supposed, and well i think it may be partly a psychological effect? nah not sure though, though sometimes i feel like im bobbing up and down, which is kinda uncomfortable.
went pattaya on the day after we arrived, and so far it's been rather good. (:
alright im going off now.
BYEEEEEEEEEE :D

2006-12-12T06:35:00.000-08:00

Rejoice! (:
That word's overrated, but that kinda describes how I feel now.
Cuz I've completed most of moi holiday homework, and there's quite a reasonable bit for me to do! Haha, so what I've got on my to-do list other than settling miscellanous stuff are geog pg57q3, weixingxiaoshuo(OHGODDAMNIT), and AMSND(thou doth die lah, alamak)
yeah so that's about it. And before I forgot, mensuration test! >:/
thanks much,stnicks. hmmphs this must be the most-holiday-homework-ever holiday.
nyeh, watched Lovewrecked today. the movie's so lame okay. it's so kiddish and so, icky. thankfully there was some eye candy onscreen(JonBennett), or else i would have just killed a hundred cells.
geeeee and the geog assignment-im EXTREMELY SUPAHHHLICIOUS PROUD OF IT.It's like, a piece of art. (yeah right, siyun, squashing a gazillion words together is a work of art) Plus my failed attempt at drawing a tropical rainforest, horribly & miserably D:
Never mind, I think my art sucks. In fact it does, but well I choose to live in self-denial occassionally (: Previously in my poster I drew two humans, but the end product looked like half-donkeys half-humans. OK SO MY ART SUCKS. So I was pleasantly surprised when I got an Band1 for art this year (:
Ahhhhh. Finished watching Green Rose. The show's tragic, and it gets boring in a few episodes, and I prefer My Girl! :D Can't wait to watch Chunsyang ! (:
And tomorrow's it's Hello Thailand, Goodbye Sunny S'pore!

2006-12-07T22:14:00.000-08:00

ALRIGHTTT so this week's practically filled with guides-related activities so been rather exhausted, waking up at around7plus to travel.
anyway, going for math tution later. well as a matter-of-fact im trying to rope in more people, cos next year it's gonna be extremely busy, so yeah im trying to save time & cut down on the level of boredom! okay so the tution's as follows:
A.Maths Tution at Hearltand Mall(Mavis Tutorial), two lessonsevery week, once from mon-wed, another one from thurs-sat. (which means timings are extremely flexible)
course's about 140 bucks for 8 lessons(4weeks), each lesson about 1.5hrs.
pleaseee if you are interested join me! yeah please! :D it's gonna be enriching and fulfilling and you're gonna ace your maths cos im ~~gonna~~ a real-life living example! (:
i know i sound highly desperate, but i am really hoping for more to join! :D
recently my eye's super itchy/painful and red, is that an omen? :O
oh, rewind back to tues, went jiamin's house for the night, and watched FD3, which was rated M18, so you can guess how gory it was. :O so freaked out that night, but i managed to get FD2(which is the scariest instalment) in m'sia! i haven't watched it yet though! m'sia's just so different from s'pore, the cost of living's reasonably low, and the food there's yummy, and the stuff there are just so cheap!*as compared to s'pore, duh.
& Singapore finally won a gold! in swimming. coughs ~~fouren talern~~ coughs swam very fast, big arms, enormous shoulders, gigantic feet!>:/
Hahhaha and Park Tae Hwan's my latest obssession! :D He's handsome he's young he's such a up-and-coming swimmer he's gorgeous he's talented he's like OMGGGGGGG. :D
i sound like some malaysia ambassador and maths' salesperson. Pfft. >:(
tht's it, time to sleep,-the best remedy in the entire world (:

2006-12-03T22:07:00.000-08:00

hi all! :D
okay this week's gonna be rather busy, going for math tution later, sana course tomorrow (jiamin's party tentative), wednesday (tentative), thurs civil defence, friday tution. oh well im gonna have to persevere with maths! I SHALL CONQUER MATHS, (HAHAHA.)
BTW WHO'S GOING FOR SANA TMR! UGH I CAN'T FIND ANYONE, AND I HEARD IT'S GONNA BE PRETTY LONG. SO I'LL PROLLY SLEEP THERE.
P.S i shall try to stop saying "eh" everytime i start a sentence (:

2006-12-01T21:28:00.000-08:00

Green Rose's uber nice! Fantastic plot and everything, omgawd can't wait when he becomes ambassador and all that!
ohh great yay i think im going Korea next year! :D please please please i wanna go! :D
hahah and two weeks onwards it's THAILAND for me! :D
i love my life, ;D

2006-11-29T05:08:00.000-08:00

SOMEONE PLEASE REMIND ME THERE'S GOING TO BE A MENSURATION TEST WHEN SCHOOL REOPENS.

2006-11-29T04:39:00.000-08:00

hi all! (: haven't been blogging for awhile, i guess?
okay anyway, a brief update! :D
i'm feeling better now, althought my sore throat's kinda weird? in the sense that my throat hurts when I wake up, and once in a while the sides of my throat take turns to hurt. hahhah, im not really making any sense!
Watched Santa Clause 3 yesterday, and hell, the show sucked. Sucked so badly, that after barely 10 mins my parents dozed off, and after 30mins we walked out. Gosh, the storyline was so loosely scripted. Lame shit I say. >:(
Again today went to Lido! Deja vu! :/ Hahahah but this time I caught Step Up! The storylines okay, the dance moves's fantastic, the actors' chemistry are like, whoa. But Channing Tatum looks big&fat&okay, and so did jennaa Dowan. Sigh I was hoping Tatum would be damn cool&hot and all that, so it was kinda disappointing. However, the cinema reeked of some dried cuttlefish/shrimp paste smell, the seats were wobbly and WE SAT AT THE FRONT ROW. (laugh laugh laugh) wtf, we were craning our necks luh. &to think I always laughed when I walk across front row seats. I assume my eyesight's deteriorating, and my neck's straining.
Then ate alot of food. Yummy! (: Okay I think I'm growing fatter. Grr. Must work out! And went home.
AHHHH! I finished watching My Girl! It's nice. (: I'm starting on Green Rose& Fashion 70s or smth like that. Oh, holiday homework. OH THE DREAD. D:

2006-11-26T06:01:00.001-08:00

helooooooo :D
im sick. had a fever which hit 38.2 yesterday. felt like fainting, gosh my nails turned purple in learning lab and i shivered so fricking badly lah i felt like shit and I couldn't concentrate properly i seriously felt like fainting. luckily today's better, yay!:D Save for my throat which hurts like shit still.
ohmygosh lah, my brain's not working. this is so, depressing. And I haven't watched movies in a million years! The last I watched was um, JT must die! Which was a gazillion years ago D:
Movies I wanna watch:
1:Step Up!
2:Casino Royale
3:Happy Feet (HAHHAHAH I KNOW, BUT WHATEVER)
4:Flushed Away??
hahhaha ok, time for Incredible Tales!

2006-11-26T06:01:00.000-08:00

2006-11-24T06:08:00.000-08:00

Back from camp; alive and kicking! :D
Seriously, there was this "lump in my throat" when it all ended. No more rushed three-mins bathing, pt, running to and fro, carrying stuff long distances, packing, etc etc. It was really enjoyable, although I'm rather sick. My head feels heavy&light. I feel retarded-literally.
Pfft.
Someone just reminded me of something, which really pisses me off. & I'm gonna work very hard, I know, okay, but I kinda feel discouraged. I don't know, it's this uncertainty that makes me feel sad all over again. Bloody shit, I feel like crying. Gosh, I feel so emo nowadays I keep feeling depressed. Crappp.
So many things left uncompleted. I probably am going to be some underachiever again next year. Things to do:
1: Buy books
2:Do holiday homework
3:*** *** ********.
4:***************.
5:*******.
6:Be more hardworking.
7:Start planning bout my life goals instead of doing unimpt things.
8:Stop being so paranoid/over-senstive.
9: Pack my table! Pack and prepare for a better 07 :D
10:Start doing secthree stuff.

BECAUSE I CAN DO IT; BECAUSE IM GOING TO BE AN UNSTOPPABLE SHOWSTOPPER :D
SIYUN SAYS SHE CAN DO IT. NEVER BOW DOWN TO FAILURES. JIAYOU!

2006-11-19T04:28:00.000-08:00

camp tomorrow.
so fun, so exciting, so thrilling, so awesome, so fantabulous, so
D:
GRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
four days cut off from civilisation.
heheh, who knows it may be fun! :D
shall look on the bright side, and be a HappyKid! :D

omg la, i know my *** ****** sucks lah, but then, you don't have to criticise me until I'm like some failure sinking into a bottomless pit. maybe i am, but what you're doing is only damaging my morale, no? I think I can, I hope I can, I know I can, I CAN! :D

2006-11-17T22:53:00.000-08:00

damnnnnnn I want this badly:

but too bad it's sold D:

2006-11-16T03:46:00.000-08:00

This is horrible, very horrible. I'm burnt, literally, after standing/walking around the scorching hot sun in the mid-afternoon. :O &The sides of my face! Cos you see I wear specs, and then when I took out to bathe, I realised that there were these two horizontal lines at both sides. Clueless? Shall show you next time. &My face feels hot. &My arms, they're like half-tanned half-okay. Pfft >:(

Sigh, sigh, sigh, sometimes I wonder if this is all going well. It's kinda outta my reach, ok it's impossible. But I can't help but feel a tinge of hope y'know. Like there's gonna be another chance, something good is going to happen to me. But reality tells me the chances are nil, no? Fate, yes, fate, you say. &I can't help but keep thinking this is unfair, why does it happen on others but not on me? I know there are other chances, but then, still, the feeling of it still remains.

2006-11-14T05:42:00.000-08:00

HELLLLLLLLO
this week's gonna be very hectic, so won't be updating anytime soon.
I'M A DA MANG REN Y'KNOW.
hahahha wth.

2006-11-09T03:53:00.000-08:00

WHEEE :D
okay shall blog about class chalet; with only 13 people present.
Come again, did I hear wrongly, CLASS chalet? :/
Took 88 to pasir ris mrt, then called stupid grace, and she was being so moronic i wanted to slap her :) Then took 354 which took light years to arrive to downtown east, then met yq, shirley reg grace at Macs, where the woman didn't know how to do a proper chocolate sundae >:(
KLKK, went to chalet, tgt with karon and peiwen, then cycled! wahahhaha so bloody fun okay, and oooh, karon was lamenting half the time : DO YOU SEE DISNEYLAND CLOSING. relived my childhood memories by playing swings! OKAY FINE I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SWING! AND I DIDN'T WANT TO ROLLER BLADE CUS FIRSTLY I DIDN'T HAVE SOCKS AND SECONDLY I HAVE NEVER CYCLED IN MY ENTIRE LIFE SO IM SCARED. I feel like sucha loser now, D:
then went back to chalet. got ready for bbq, but the fire wasn't really starting. i know girls can't do it lah, RIGHT SHIRLEY. we took like one whole hour??? many thanks to me who's in outdoor cooking and can't even start a fire in one hour :/ so smart right. still the fire wasn't evenly spread :/
then bbq, mrs nath came with Nikesh! hah (: AND SHE TREATED ME LIKE A MAID OKAY.
Mrs Nath: SEEYOUN, COULD YOU GET ME A DRINK.
(Was eating chicken wings, I heard her request but it totally slipped my mind)
After 15 mins,
Mrs Naths: SEEYOUN, COULD YOU PLEASE GET ME A DRINK! (shoots a stare at me and I dutifully get her a drink)
PFFT.
went to melissa's house to bathe, and watched PCK (:
yay love melissa's parents and her maid and her popo (:
got back to chalet, watched abit of that new Channel U 10pm show, and a rather lame but scary show! then we played cards, photowhored, binged, and made a din.
and some stupid people lodged a complaint against us >:(
talked/gossiped thru the night, which was extremely overwhelming/meaningful. (:
slept at 4, which was the latest in my entire life.
then woke up at 6
escorted tomoe shirley peiwen off, and ate Grace's pancake, and some Milo.
then packed up, cycled on a double bike tgt with Choryi! ahhaha we took a long time to get the momentum. sorry for getting pissy cuz I was really feeling tired and I simply couldn't stand exhaustion and the heat. Plus I was rather indecisive to stay or not.
then went back, and went Wild Wild Wet. hahahha, so fun lah! :D fetched gets grace home.

I LOVE THE DOWNTOWN GIRLS <3
P.S. I swear I don't have a crush on Grace. It's just that I found her really hilarious(ISN'T SHE) and I really thought she was an interesting person. I SO DO NOT CRUSH HER LOR. I'M HUNDRED PER CENT STRAIGHT. >:(
Overally it was two days of absolute fun, excitement, and love :D

2006-11-06T00:41:00.000-08:00

Hols are here, but hrmphs, rather boring today. Did nothing much, and my Sim got electrocuted and looks like a chao-ta skeleton! :D hahahhah.
okay class chalet tmr, can't wait. :O

2006-11-04T23:23:00.000-08:00

HEY HO MERRY O!
-glares at melissa
:D

Juz went tuu cut moii hair, it's ees sho nice now worhzxzxzx! (: hahaz, eeu shud c larx, it's chao nice lor. den right, my jiemui saw sum1 kuah her, then she wanted tuu pah her leh! budden we wan tuu be nice, so neber pah. ^__^

OKAY WTF I'M SO BLOODY BORED, AND IT'S RATHER OBVIOUS THAT THIS IS PURELY TO MIMICK THE AHLIANS, AND I HAVE NO OTHER INTENTIONS WHATSOEVER APART FROM THAT.

Hmmphs I'm being rather mean lah hah (:

2006-11-03T18:19:00.000-08:00

Had this extremelly weird dream yesterday night, it's like one of the weirdest dreams I had. Can't remember it vividly, sorta faint i guess. I swear I'm not making this up.
Anyway, had this uber weird dream of me, shirley, yuqing, grace, running up ontop a hill, and there were cute dogs, rabbits, and weird weird creatures that came charging towards us. Right at this point, can you breathe ? :D
WTHHHHHH WHY IS IT SHIRLEY YUQING AND GRACE. AS IN, WHY CAN'T THEY BE KSW/KJH/SHIN/YB OR ANY CUTE KOREAN ACTORS. Grah and I'm trying to find out why Shirley keeps re-appearing in my dreams la. So Shirley, be honoured, be very honoured.
Okay then at the top of the hill there were SHOES. Shoes, shoes, shoes! :O Then Yuqing and I became mad and we went gaga over the shoes.
Hmms, then I can't quite actually remember after that, was it two tribesmen who chased us out? :/
I HAVE WEIRD DREAMS, AND IT STEMS FROM MY VIVID IMAGINATION! (:
/

Yesterday was a rather interesting day. Interesting in a weird way.
Anyway, found myself walking all the way from AJC bus-stop all they way to st.nicks. Apparently I was being so full of myself and thought there was 269 at the bus stop, so I alighted there, instead of the previous bus-stop where there confirm got 76/268. So smart right.
So, didn't do much at school, but I had my worst Orange Bowl experience, with the privilege of having to experience of Si En. I drank abit of Sien's soup, and I kena choked on the chilli. As in, it really stung me in the throat! Took quite long for it to die down. Pffft.
Then went home, saw this girl in blackskirt pink shirt, and I'll elaborate on that later.
So anyway, changed, went to Vivo.
That place's huge, but it was so high-class and stuff there was rather expensive, I think Gap and Candy Empire and Forever 21 was rather overrated.
Saw that pink/black girl in Candy Empire! Like whoa. Crowded like siao, and in the toilet I saw this woman who was a victim of Botox/plastic surgery gone wrong. her face was so saggy, and i can't really explain it, but it was horrendous O.O
Didn't explore much, cause couldn't really afford it anyway. And that place was so fricking cold okayyyyyy. Saw entrepreuner Elim Chew as well. Hmms I think half of Singapore's popn's there. :D I think Vivo's gonna make it, but I don't really understand what's the pomp and hype all about, except that it's the biggest mall and that there are foreign brands and high-end boutiques there? We shall see when it launches officially. Spent most of the time eating Beard Papa, then went to bugis.

WHOA THAT PLACE ROCKS LAH. I MEAN BUGIS STREET. (:
Except Grace doesn't know how to shop/appreciate. Hahahha.
Bought a black-white stripes polo shirt($10), brown capris($10), flats ($15)
YAY I LOVE THAT PLACE SO MUCH LA. It's trendy, hip and happening, and a good source of good bargains. Better at Vivo, where one shirt at Forever21 costs $48. I'm not being like a miser/stingy person here, but I don't think it's really worth it.
I ~~WAS~~ AM VERY HAPPY.

Then went to GuanYinMa to pray, went grocery shopping, then went home.
Watched The Brother yesterday. OMG, it was such a sad story la. Curse that Du-Suhk lor, he's fat ugly disgusting. The storyline's damn heartwarming, the ending was so tragic ):

2006-11-01T21:38:00.000-08:00

Currently listening to Lean on me; quite a touching song actually.

I think I'm queer. Paris's Hilton Stars Are Blind and Fergie's London Bridge are stuck in my head. They're gross and corny and disgusting and low-class and trashy gosh why can't i get them outta my head! :/

here's my shoulder you can lean on me

2006-11-01T06:17:00.000-08:00

Went school in the wee hours of the morning :O
Bus driver was like ~~mountain~~ tortoise lor!
hahhaha, then went p3charity for maths lesson, like wth lah, we are so fricking tall and they ask us to sit on pri school chairs. hahaha so fun siah you must be thinking. saw 2purity, which was the only good thing i guess! :D Sylvia's like, mangali. okay i didn't really understand LWW was teaching, so was rather distracted. and you should have seen his face when he got so exasperated lah, he was like quite pissed/helpless/going to erupt. what is mensuration? hahahah the ~~cousin of menstruation~~ i must study mensuration and get A1 in the math test. yo people, watch out for me siah.
then ate orange bowl, and Peiwen was hilarious man! She was mentally and physically hungry! She just kept eating and eating and eating! :D took some artistic pics! (:
then trained to Somerset, walked around Heeren/Cine area, then headed to a place which quite stinks lah. hahahah did some weird amazing race thing, and Peiwen was being a glutton again! wahahha imagine three stnicks girls in the middle of Orchard Road lugging Coke/Ice Mountain bottles eating Takopachi. KarChian acted. WAHAHHAHA NOT AS A TREE MAN. Wow KarChian, you're superb. *______*
Hahahha and it poured so heavily, and this man was so damn nice, HE GAVE US HIS UMBRELLA. He's like oh my gosh, a saint man. Okay even if he comes from a umbrella-manufacturing company, it's like so bloody nice of him.

Imagine this scenario:
Me:Oh it's pouring, oh no, I don't have a ~~bloody~~ umbrella ! -damsel in distress-
(man appears!)
Me:(OH MY GOSH :O)
Man: Here you go, (shoves umbrella to me)
Me:(looks up at him in utter disbelief, mouth agape, dropping all my things, and everything seems to come to a standstill)
Man: C'mon take it.
Me: (reeling from shock)
Me:(gazes at him from far as he disappears....)

You know what, I should be a Korean scriptwriter! This way I'll not only get to eat kimchi but get to meet my beloved Kwong Sang Woo!

I tell you he's the hottest thing of Earth, he melts everything!!!! :D

And then we got approached by this woman who asked us to do a questionnaire.
And I was happily thinking there must be a gift/goodie bag. But eventually there wasn't so boo >:(

The worst thing of all were that we were so innocent and she brought us to this smoke-filled place and asked us to complete her stupid survey!

WAHPIANG EH! HAZE COME TO S'PORE NOT BAD ENOUGH ISIT! YOU WANT DEJA VU IS IT! LIKE WE'RE DELINQUENTS OKAY, AND WE COME FROM A CHRISTIAN/CATHOLIC MISSION SCHOOL! AND HERE YOU ARE POLLUTING OUR BREATHING SYSTEM WITH SMOKE. AND NOT LIKE WE DAMN SONG CAN. KEEP RATTLING ON AND ON AND TRYING TO FORCE US INTO ANSWERING HER QNS.
AND BEST THING I WAS SO CLEVER LOR. GIVE HER MY REAL HOTMAIL. WHAT. THE HECK.

Erm I think I'm quite mean lah. But it was rather unbearable lah.

This wraps up my day heh! (:
P.S And to those who are feeling down, cheer up! Don't give up, have faith in yourself! No matter what happens, just believe in yourself! SIYUN LOVES YOU! loveslovesloves! :D

2006-10-30T20:20:00.000-08:00

I don't know what is wrong with me; perhaps getting too sensitive/paranoid?
I mean, okay fine, but you shouldn't ask me to SHUT UP you know. It's like wtf man, I totally don't deserve that lah. Although I think I'm also partly at fault, but you shouldn't ask me to SHUT UP man. okay wtf, although you are like **** *****.
and you, you you. wtf lah, i also can't stand you lor.
okay wtf, im really getting very very agitated, without even knowing if who's referring to whom/im really the target. okay wtf la, i think you're like so bloody superficial lah.

alright im getting really angsty i must calm myself down lah.
OKAY SIMS IS DAMN DAMN NICE LAH HAHAHAHHAHAHHA WHEEE IT'S ADDICTIVE HEHEHEHHEHE OKAY ALRIGHT I THINK IM THE ONLY ONE ONLINE NOW WHILE OTHERS ARE DOING OTHER ~~WAY MORE PRODUCTIVE~~ THINGS ~~LIKE HOMEWORK~~
can't wait for class chalet hahahahah.

i don't wanna think of you.
you're being such a hypocrite;
you think so full of yourself;
you refuse to admit how superficial you are;
please take down the mask you're wearing.
stop deceiving me.

2006-10-30T17:49:00.000-08:00

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	Siyun's Halloween ...

	You will dress up as Dick Cheney, despite earlier plans.
	Shirley will get you A scary looking dwarf
	Rachel will get you A chocolate covered toad
	Melissa will get you A long winded love poem
	Tomoe will get you Your favorite candy
	SiEn will get you Clearly tampered with candy

'What" will you get on Halloween?' at QuizGalaxy.com

hahahahha, who's Dick Cheney !

2006-10-29T20:29:00.000-08:00

Sigh holidays are here, and what am I doing? Sitting in front of the com and blog and listen to music and talk to people who keep asking me about subj comb lah. seriously it's like ugh, i don't really wanna repeat myself over and over again. millions of people are like commenting and ugh, i seriously didn't expect it to get so complicated.
Okay I have to make my holidays errrr good! okay my vocab is very limited
I MUST DO CIP. I think CIP's so lame; it's free labour man
I MUST GO OUT WITH MY FRIENDS. Bowling/iceskating/shopping/movies(not any nice movies lately)/kbox/eating/talking!
I MUST TIDY UP MY ROOM. I bet if you see the current state you'll just faint frothing at the mouth. Hidden beneath the rubble lies many treasures left uncovered; OKAY WTF.
I MUST START ON SEC 3 HMWK. I'm like procrastinating >:

I MUST SUBMIT MY SUBJ COMBI FORM. IT'S LIKE NO NEED TO THINK, WHY AM I WAITING FOR. I've been to the website for God-knows-how-many-times, and I haven't submitted yet. Hurrhurr I guess I'm very indecisive.

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you
<3

2006-10-29T01:37:00.000-08:00

I'm sick. Literally.
I'm currently having a sore throat and my whole body's aching and I feel weak and I think I have a fever but apparently my thermometer doesn't say so. I'm feeling sick and downing water like a camel and I drank that Yoshingun (!), and it sucks big time.

2006-10-28T19:36:00.000-07:00

It was so simple until it got so complicated;
I REALLY DON'T KNOW, IM GETTING MIXED RESPONSES FROM EVERYONE.
Dammit, I hate making decisions.

2006-10-26T22:55:00.000-07:00

'What" will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

2006-10-26T03:57:00.000-07:00

I lay in bed yesterday, tossing and turning, thinking about 2Purity. It's been such a wonderful year, so much ups and downs, it's da bomb. :D
The first thought I had when I was posted was: Okay, alright. Not too excited by it, but at the same time not very saddened by it. And then first day; I saw so many strange, unfamiliar faces. First impressions eh? Became close to ex one-loyaltians Charlyne Huizhen Sining Cheryl. ~~and the class were pretty unbonded~~
Then as the first term passed, things didn't change much. Save for the fiesta, which was an activity which really tested our unity and bonding. And with that we grew closer (:
Second term; not much. Can't think of anything that happened. Oh, was I right that RuiYi left? Particularly missed her. Then third term; got closer to the Tau-gang, which is absolute loveee. Did so many things tgt, ate tgt, played tgt, talked tgt, gossiped tgt. Our interests were very much common. I don't know, but it's one of the few cliques that really remains strong in our class :D And also, grew closer to many classmates as well :)
Fourth term: Was really uptight about eoys, academics, more than ever if you ask me. Well, I guess I'm very very concerned about my academics and all that. I'm not an exception anyway; the whole class was like in this state where we used every single spare time we had to study. Which was rather scary, cos I was really freaked out by the competitiveness and the determination by some to get into triple science.
We shared everything as a class, be it whether the cheering during Sports Carnival, or when we didn't really win anything during inter-class competitions, and we unanimously groaned when assignments were being handed out to us, and we all laughed as one whole class at MrsNath antics, and when we poked fun at LWW for his lame and stupid jokes; even those last few days leading up to eoys when we mugged like nerds. We only wore the class teeshirt once, but the memories we had-- limitless. We didn't cry today; at least I didn't and I didn't see. In fact, we should smile because it had happened, and cherish those memorable moments where we shared. We had our fair share of troubles, and like what Karon said, we're all winners at heart. Don't cry cos it's over; smile because it happened. Indeed, Im sad that 2Purity has ended, but it's inevitable. When we meet each other in the future, greet and smile! :D It's the memories that count, and it's priceless. And now; when those reminiscencse come back, how I wish I was still sectwo.
Have been wanting to do this for a very long time, and her goes, a heartfelt tribute to each and everyone;

1)Hong Wei
Long red tail! HAHAHHA. That was really memorable! Will miss you! (:

2)Charissa
Hello nice girl! You're damn nice lah, and I'm so not good in humans! Will miss the times when you and Sylvia crapped! See you around in school yeah! (:

WTF CHARLYNE CHERYL HUIZHEN JIAMIN ALL DISAPPEARD OMFG OMFG OMFG! too lazy to type man wtf. stupid blogger. you bloody idiot.

7)Eunice!
Home econs partner! Term1 tablemate! I just rmb how in Term1 I liked you cos you appeared deceptive! and i kpet harping on that word. and home econs lessons were rather fun! cos you were the damsel in distress! ok im thinking when you do all those weird facial expressions, esp the crooked mouth one! wo hui hen xiang nian ni de worhs!

9)Sylvia!
Nuff said. refer to your testimonial! nevertheless I'll miss your crazy yet lame jokes, and those times we went up the stairs back to class after pledge-taking, and when you sat in front of me during eoys (:

10)Hanxu -.-
STOP LAUGHING LIKE A MAD WOMAN.

11)Natalie
Damn quiet, but nice! Will miss your quietness!

12)Jasmine
Don't really know you, but oh wells.

13)KAROONNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
WOOHOO KARON, REFER TO YOUR TESTIMONIAL LEHS!ahahhaa i'll miss whatever-i've-mentioned-in-my-testimonial! Don't stress yourself too much, miiiex lurbbbes eeus! :D

14)Karchian xD
Hahahah term3/4? tablemate! You are the most devout Christian I've ever seen! hahaha but i won't be going to church lah. Will remember those testy days ( OMG ), and your handphone! It's so cool man, I wanna have one as well! :D You're really strong lah, and I really wonder how you mange to excape the teachers' attention whenever you sms! Tsk tsk. Running with you to orange bowl was abit stupid lah, and those times whenever we impatiently waited for those few mins of the last period leading to recess! HAHHA, LOVE.

15)Myra
Hmms, your hair's weird! (: Initially thought you were very ld-ish! who knows, maybe we'll land up in the same class next year?

16)Hiutung
Thought you are superficial, oh wells.

17)Kityee
Err, you're weird. Really really weird.

18)MEGAN.!
Tall, tall tall! Knew you cos you were in my science tution class in p6? But didn't really like you cos I thought you were tall=look down on others=arrogant! Okay wtf! But time passed and you're genuinely nice! Miss you and your random calling me "cute!" <3

19)Huixian
Found that you were rather a joker, ugly stuff aside. Sorry for what happened the other time! Your randomness in class, will miss that worh! :D

20)Peiwennnnnn! x)
XIAO LONG NU! YOU'RE HIGHLY AMUSING. Hope your knee deflates itself soon! You're cute in a funny way! Really miss you and your funny cute antics! lubdub!

21)Porlin
Childish child. Your childish antics, be more serious in sec3 lah hahah!

22)MELISSA! :D
OMG LAH, YOU'RE SO GOOD TO BE TRUE. I guess in this year we've really grown very close! And we'll still interact in guides yeah! Term2 tablemate! Emo kid! When we did project work tgt with Jiamin and Tomoe, and laughed our heads off instead of completing the assignment during pairwork as well! Lurvve you and your rich taitai disposition! Cute, nice, I really miss those talks with you about everything! You're so refined and friendly and generous, the total opposite of me! Although I know we may not be in same class, but I'm still glad that we'll still talk in guides! Love you! <3

23)Choryi!: O
Didn't know how far-sighted you are until today. Just recently! No matter what happens, just believe in yourself! Really, it made me wake up to my senses! Most probably we'll end up in the same class? yayyyyyy.

24)Shannen! :+
Smarty pants, sleeper in class! KNS, im picturing the time when everyone looked at you and your instantly miraculously woke up and we laughed and laughed! Will miss you my friendly friend ):

25)!Reginaaa
Molestor! You too, stop sleeping in class! Addicted to smsing huh! I'll remember you as the one who likes to tickle and come into close physical contact with your classmates the reggie veggie! nevertheless i'll miss you! <3

26)SHIRLEYYYYYYYYY!!!!
You're so great, my ahlian friend! So much to say to you! those msn talks, Jared Greenwood, so many incidents. You're such a good companion, such a good listening ear! You made me pick up ahlian lang lah! Horny and high, and nice! Those times we went to kbox, when we danced and you sang! hahhaha will also miss those times when you went wahh! When you're sad think of me when I grow up to prosper like Wang Lung and you will cheer up! Think of me laughing and you will smile! Think of those times we shared, the days we had, the songs we sang together, and you will realise how great I am! I'm sure you'll become like a "flower on a quince tree" when you grow up, and you'll joing MSU pageant! Okay hahahah whatever. I'll miss you, and don't get too stresed up when you're in triple science! You're smart and you rock, don't doubt it. Siyun misses you so, my bestest happy high horny friend! :D

27)GRACE!
Joker! You made us all laugh in lessons! You're the funniest girl I've ever met! Those times when we reminisce about those aitong days, gossiping about ex-classmates, I'll miss them! My fellow aitongian! You crazy freak, you're a natural comedian! I hope you go join the Bao Xiao Xin Ren Wang contest next time! And I shall vote for you k! I wanna go bowling/kbox/shopping/jamming with you! You hilarious Shin obessessor! Always swooning over the Goong episodes! And I'll never forget you who added "Foose" to my nickname list! Love you and your hilarious jokes! :D

28)PeiYun
Smarty ass! hahahah, I wish you all the best when you're in triple science!

29)Yanyi
Wish you best of luck too!

30)Yuqing
Enjoyed the times where we played bowling and went kbox tgt! hahahha it's like whoa, your bowling got 5strikes man! hahahha, even though you THROW the ball instead of ROLLING it. hahahah, got skills seh. singer as well! hahahha :D

31)Bessy!! xD
breastie! bressy! yay don't you simply love my nicknames! okay you crapper, will probably see you in same class next year and guides as well so there! :D

32)SINING :)
sining! as i've already mentioned it's more than a coincidence that you have the same name as my younger sister! will cherish the late night msn talks we had! okay fellow ex one loyaltian, you and your perpetual complaints about being fat. scandalous-ing with Cheryl, Romeo and Juliet! Tanned hockey player, will also miss those times when we went to your house for project! And getting attacked by Truffle! PFFT. love you! <3

33)Hilary
Hitler-ly! Hilar-ious! okay hahahha wth. the other time when you sat behind me, quite funny lah. wish you all da best (:

34)Chinpeiiiiiiiiiii! <3
chinny chinny! take care of yourself kay! i seriously hope you won't get ******** anymore! i lurrvve you alot lah!You're nice and shweet and you're so auntie-ish! we'll still see each other in guides yea.

35)Maykunnnnn!
Yo, brudder, wassup! HAHHA MACHO MAYKUN/PERVY PSYCHO, miss taking 86 with you during eoys days! hahahha you maths pro, dun always pull a long face can! You look fierce so I didn't really like you initially! SMILE, COS YOU DON'T KNOW WHO'S FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOUR SMILE! Your maths damn tok gong lah, hope you become a maths pro! In fact, you like to bully me at times! But wo hai shi hen ai ni de! <3

36)RACHEL!
RACHEL! LACHE! You're short but secretly evil! Lurvve you and your cuteness acl! Hope you become like Wang Lung next time okay! Though you refuse to be part of the Tau-gang ): im sho sad nehzxzxzx. AND STOP WEARING BLACK. okay i think you should refer to the testimonial i wrote! I LURBBESS EEUSS. ^______^

37)Dorothy
Well, don't really know you.

38)TOMOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
IT'S A POTATO! IT'S A TOMATO! NO IT'S TOMOE-TO!hahaha although ive said i dun wanna write for you, but me the Great one shall not be so mean! who says I've got Angelman Syndrome! It's just that I like laughing, cos it really makes me happy! Try to be like me, and you will find out how a laughter is truely, the best medicine! Mr cool was so funny and COOL, just like how Richard is rich! PUN! yay i love puns! erm, this is not exactly a pun. Jokes aside,I really am gonna miss those times when we crapped tgt and ran for orange bowl! You've been truely a joy to talk to, a buddy to rant and rave, albeit it may not be very pleasing to the ears :/ Hope you fully recover from the operation! And I'll miss those times when I accidentally kicked/injured my toe and say, "I need to find my toe!" And those times we sat tgt in the hall/drama studio/mpr and I talked with you and you were like =.= ! And also I'll remember you when I'm eating tau-huey! Don't fret so much over your past memories, cherish the present and look forward to a brighter future! I LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS I LOVE ORANGE BOWL <3

39)RuiYi
HOW ARE YOU DOING IN SHANGHAI! OH NO I HAVE TO ADD YOU ON MSN!

40)GETS!
getsamanie(spell?) gets-some-money, your name is so unique I simply cannot forget! kbox with you was fun! and do i rap that well! hahahah, will miss reading your blog posts and your lame antics! continue to eat more k! fellow goongie, will miss those times when we swooned over goong! will see you in guides as well also so yeah :D LOVE

after reading about so many people, don't forget me: 8) Foo Siyun!
:D

2006-10-23T23:00:00.000-07:00

went out for a trail around Chinatown/ClarkeQuay/Raffles place area. Shops were closed, and it was rather hot, so it was kinda boring -.-
okay talking to Grace now about G&C. WTF lah, so scandalous. and that's putting it mildly.
i need time to let in sink in.

2006-10-23T03:26:00.000-07:00

Ugh. My eye itches. And I PLUCK my eyelashes, cos it's a habit (okay now breathe, breathe) . Rather shocking, but it's one of my ~~bad~~ habits.
And Grace tricked me today! To think I believed her completely. I should have known better, the way I ganged up with Jiamin to trick her that XIN DIED, YUL GOT INTO ACCIDENT CAIJING COMMITED SUICIDE HYORIN KANA SIAO OR SMTH. But it was really really a very deceiving trick lah. ~~AND IM PRETTY CERTAIN IT WILL COME TRUE.~~
t'was was rather borinnnnnnnggggggg. that stupid pbl thingum. no one understood what I was saying. pffft. and well, you know what. THERE'S ONLY ONE MORE DAY WITH 2PURITY D:
oh, after school went to see the China "imports" (tsk tsk melissa! ~~so racist~~) . The FangQian girl was very friendly! Got leadership eh. And they're pretty friendly lah. next year they're gonna steal our rice bowls! ahhhhhhhh! >:(
Happy dilemma? Maybe?

You shouldn't read, seriously.

A part of me knows that I can't cope, that I have a premonition that I'm not going to do well if I go into B, telling me that it would be the best solution. And best thing is, I know it. Whilst there's another part of me telling me, why not? One more subj; if you fumble, it'll save you. But how? It's like, I can't bloodily cope now and let alone later? And what if, Im like so fricking stressed in s3 and I simply can't cope and then I'll get all flustered and confused and break down. Now now, I don't know.

How now. Maybe it's just one of His plans for me, and I should follow it. But I don't know. I shall just decide how it goes, eh?
And you know what. I can't stand you. I know you're trying to lead us (?), but I mean, you don't have the bloody right la. And, ~~no one bloodily invited you~~. Urghhhhhhhh.

One more day;
and it's over.

Cos looking back at all those memories;
Like a whizzing past through snapshots of my life;
Felt like just yesterday,
yesterday

2006-10-19T20:10:00.000-07:00

I TELL YOU IM GOING TO DIE FROM SHOCK/HORROR/DREAD MAN.
let me show you :
i felt so proud of siyun cuz i heard she did really well for math. haha and i don't know why, i felt proud. ah i think i just love her too much. haha.
-sining's blog.
okay fine i know it's really nice of her, but then! firstly, where did she ever heard that from? secondly,it's not that FANTASTIC. thirdly, im just well, unable to accept it. as in, omg i cannot string words together.

AND!

OH WHAT IS UP WITH SIYUN, SHE IS OBSESSED WITH YUL/LU! LOOK AT THIS:(we were talking about caijing letting go of lu's hand when he reached over to hold her hand.)
I'm BOREDDDDDDD. says:if i were caijing i would like grab his hand and rip his shirt man !I'm BOREDDDDDDD. says:i sound like a sicko :/
GRACE [: You can't hold on to regrets. says:WAHH OMG WHATS YOUR PROBLEM
GASPS.
-grace's blog

Thy was feeling obssessed with goong, and there. I'm like traumatized. Again, I.DO.NOT.KNOW.WHAT.TO.SAY. I feel disgraced I feel stupid I feel dumb I feel like a total idiotic freak I feel like I'm going crazy (which I am)

GOSH.

Been reminiscing about sec2 life lately. As what Tomoe says, it really has its ups and downs. not those typical "ups and downs", but those at the extreme ends. As cliche as it may sound, I think 2PURITY rocks. We've been thru so much together, and we'd better treasure the last two days tgt. As what Gets said, we're gonna "diffuse(O.O) into diff class" and well, it's inevitable but then, I still feel sad. SIGHHHHHHH. I love the Tau-gang(Melissa Shirley Tomoe Rachel Gets KarChian, I love the project work group (Sining Cheryl Charlyne Huizhen) and the rest of 2purity :D
Talking to Grace during the awards ceremony was painfully juicy. HAHHAAHHA. ugh, and if what she says is true, then I'm just very very shocked/disappointed at ****** and ****** and *******.

i've been stoning at home. doing nothing much, going to ps later to get some camp stuff.
and, i love school! i love st nicks, i lurrbess 2purity! <3

2006-10-19T02:09:00.000-07:00

I'VE GOT SWEATY PALMS.
t'was was boring. blah
so it's boring for a boring person like me who has fricking sweaty palms.
damn it. damn it im feeling rather pissed at my sweaty palms.

2006-10-18T06:15:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHH BUAY TAHAN LAHHHH GOONG IS ABSOLUTELY ADDICTIVE AND HILARIOUS AND CUTE AND SO GOONGIFIED AND I THINK IM GOING CRAZY OVER IT AHHHHHH CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
today's mini drama was hilarious lah, esp Grace's one lah omg i laughed my ass off man ! :D ours was um okay, considering we only had merely two hours. hahahaha but Grace shold have gotten the prize for "Most Hilarious Award " or smth lah .
anw Hyorin is dammmm pretty, but her character is kinda hateful.
ugh and youtube sucks man, it keeps stopping lah pfft .
and aiya, cip ! cca points lah i think i'm just gonna fail or smth lah pui.
IM TYPING IN AN AHLIANISH WAY OMG.
erghh, everything is so ughhhhhhhhhhhh.

2006-10-13T22:04:00.000-07:00

you shouldn't read this post, seriously.

I TOLD YOU NOT TO READ, ARE YOU BLIND.

SO WELL YOU'RE BLIND.
I ASKED MYSELF WHY. WHAT WENT WRONG. WHAT EXACTLY WENT SO WRONG. COS FUCK IT, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. AND IM SO FUCKINGLY PISSED WITH EVERYONE, IT ISN'T FUCKINGLY HELPING. I KNOW IM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE SO BLOODY VULGAR, BUT HECK, I DON'T CARE. YOU ALL TELL ME THERE ARE OTHER THINGS IN LIFE, BUT WTF, HOW COULD YOU BLOODY UNDERSTAND. YOU BLOODILY DON'T REAP WHAT YOU SOW. SOD IT. I DON'T WANT TO LIVE LIFE ANYMORE. IM BEING LIKE A SUICIDAL PESSIMIST. DAMN, LIFE'S UNFAIR. I HATE LIFE, I HATE *** . I JUST DON'T LIKE IT WHEN PEOPLE GIVE ME CLICHE REMARKS, ~~ALTHOUGH I KNOW THEY MEAN WELL~~ COS AFTER ALL THIS TIME, NOTHING'S GOING THE WAY I WANTED IT TO BE. AND FUCK IT, I DON'T WANT ANYTHING. I JUST WANNA SLEEP, AND GET CUT OFF FROM EVERYTHING. I DON'T WANNA GIVE A HOOT ABOUT ANYTHING. WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN? I DON'T CARE. I WANT TO DO WHAT I WANT TO DO. LIFE ISN'T A BED OF ROSES. FUCK IT. HOW FUCKING TRUE IS THAT. AND YOU REAP WHAT YOU SOW? WHAT THE FUCK MAN. THAT'S LIKE SO FUCKING UNTRUE.
AFTER ALL THESE WHILE I'VE COME TO REALISE THAT WELL, SO WHAT. SO WHAT EVEN IF I ______ SINCE _________. IT'S NOT GOING TO WORK. PLUS EVERYONE SAYS THAT FUCKING CLICHE PHRASE OVER AND OVER AGAIN. IM REALLY SICK AND TIRED OF ALL YOUR SUPERFICIALITY. I HATE HARBOURING FALSE HOPES. AND WELL, I SUCK AND WELL THAT SAID, I SUCK.

2006-10-12T04:39:00.000-07:00

DAMMMMMMIT
so we lost in the semis, nyeh nyeh huge mixup, boo to the umpires/referees/WHOEVER.
okay never mind, no point dwelling over the past.
im burnt burnt burnt!

TOMORROW.
i think i'll bring a whole box of tissue. dammit.

dammit dammit dammit DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

pfffft pfft PUIIIIIIIIIII.

2006-10-10T17:56:00.000-07:00

&well yesterday was a very inspiring day. Coupla days been pondering about LIFE.
went to grandma's house, watched this "Tribe" show on Discovery Channel and there was this particular segment that set me thinking. So this guy he consumed large doses of avocado and this gave him vivid hallucinations about his life. But anyway that wasn't the main point. The main point is, this hallucination caused him to hallucinate about what his repercussions of his wrongdoings on the people. Which made me realise, that sometimes what we do, we don't take into consideration the feelings of others who are affected by it. And what I'm saying here isn't only me, but also to many many people around me, whom I think have neglected my feelings as well. Just cos we think so fully of ourselves, just cos we only care about ourselves, just cos we want the best for ourselves, sometimes we do things that we think it's the best solution, and we sidelined those around us; their opinions, feelings. Which what I think many of us is guilty of. No trying to deny, but it happens to all of us. I think it's only natural human instinct to fend ourselves from danger, to do what is best, but then, we sometimes can't help but not to care about those people, right? But we're all interconnected in this world, person;family;community;nation;WORLD. That what we do is a ripple effect. That our actions have implications. And everything we do comes with a cost.

&school.
quite unexpected to see how the "Reflection Day" turned out to be like (guess many will agree) ~~thought it would be boring though~~ so we had these group of men/priests/pastors/church people who came. sad to say there were people who were not very sensitive enough. played a few lame games, then Mr.Ivan and Mr.Angmoh (i forgot his name you see) shared with us a few stories about their kids. And again, I wondered, how sometimes you have to let go of things. No point hanging on, but it sometimes better to let go, than to keep clinging on to it. Someday we will have to give up some of the things which we sometimes take for granted in life, and it's like holding on to dreams; you know it isn't going to last long, but you simply want to savour every moment of it.
after the break, made some confessions. confessed about sins that I committed, aspirations for the future. shan's ventured much into that, cos i gtg now! props to jiamin though .

if life was a dream i wouldn't want to wake up from it;

2006-10-09T04:37:00.000-07:00

ALOHA, SOAK IT IN! :D
k that's what im gonna do : SOAK IT ALL IN! (:
right now i can't do anything, but to wait, wait and well, waittt. ok anyway today was hella fun!
kbox, jumping screaming, neos, spas videos, shopping, eating, whoa today = FUN! :D
ok i can't upload the pics now, cos my charger's at my grandma's house! ): will do it soon hahaha!
alright, shall photoblog next time! right now im sapped of energy im going to watch goong! byuhbuy! :D

2006-10-08T02:57:00.000-07:00

"Do whatever that comes to your mind. It's the best way to express your feelings."
-Goong's Internal Affair Officer/Shin's professional maid.

omg im so goonged :D

2006-10-07T23:55:00.000-07:00

convo btwn me and shirley a while ago:

SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
siyun !
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
rmb the xiao hua xiao cao thing !
{ SIYUN THE HOT SHIZZ (: says:
WAITTT!
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
the girl frm swiss cottage !
{ SIYUN THE HOT SHIZZ (: says:
WAIT!
{ SIYUN THE HOT SHIZZ (: says:
I SAID WAIT
{ SIYUN THE HOT SHIZZ (: says:
she won, right
{ SIYUN THE HOT SHIZZ (: says:
am i right
{ SIYUN THE HOT SHIZZ (: says:
AM I RIGHT
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
SHE WON !
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
wth!
h SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
i dunno !
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
she's my ex-classmate omg !
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
i just realised !
{ SIYUN THE HOT SHIZZ (: says:
WOWZA
{ SIYUN THE HOT SHIZZ (: says:
you're so smart
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
wth !
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
i didn't realise
{ SIYUN THE HOT SHIZZ (: says:
as in, same class?
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
SAME CLASS
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
p4.
{ SIYUN THE HOT SHIZZ (: says:
WOWZA
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
OMG then she transfer sch
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
i didn't realise
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
and she used to be my gd fren la
{ SIYUN THE HOT SHIZZ (: says:
HAHA
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
i shld just go and die
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
forget gd fren somemore
{ SIYUN THE HOT SHIZZ (: says:
you're entirely hilarious!
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
i'm so stupid
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
i'm so blind.
{ SIYUN THE HOT SHIZZ (: says:
she's your gd friend?
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
GOOD FRIEND
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
same cca
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
live in same neighbourhood
{ SIYUN THE HOT SHIZZ (: says:
WOW
{ SIYUN THE HOT SHIZZ (: says:
WOWWWWWWW
SHIRLEY } you don't understand my pain and agony says:
i suck right

whoa shirley, WOW. WOWWWWW.

2006-10-07T20:04:00.000-07:00

OMG THE HAZE WAS SO FRICKING BAD YESTERDAY WHEN I CAME OUT OF TUTION I THOUGHT IT WAS DRIZZLING, AND I WAS LIKE :O WHEN I SAW THE HAZE. SERIOUSLY, IT AFFECTS HOW FAR AND HOW CLEARLY YOU CAN SEE!
ANDDD GOONG IS HILARIOUS LAH, omg i think im addicted to it. everyone is so kewlzxzxzxz! especially Shin, ChaeGyung, Yul(omg he's like so hotttttt :D) ! But HyoRin is sucha beeach! argh what's her problem lah, she's like so abcdefg! ChaeGyunh parents are like zomg! hilarious! alright ok i shall blog later woohoo! :D

2006-10-06T03:38:00.000-07:00

HELLO BLOGGERLAND! :D
I'm backkkkkkkkk :D
For good now, I assure :D I've revived this stagnant blog which has bred a gazillion mosquitoes. until maybe when I feel like it, then I shall go on hiatus (:
Whoa, haven't been blogging for around say 2 months? Rather long isn't it. And I think I'm the first to go on hiatus,(or the first few).And in this period I've really really thought alot abt many stuff, and whoo, it's really shocking to see how much I've grown. OK, so the big news is, EOYS (oh the horror), is over, ALL over. Come what may the results are, I'm resigned to fate. I've done whatever I can do, and now it's up the God's hands to show me my destiny :D Nevertheless I'm feeling extremely nervous about the results, OMFG Friday, I'll just scare the wits out of myself. Dammmmmn come to think of it, I'm really really really scared :/ I'm praying the teachers will give me good marks. Sometimes I think the paper is ok, but then when I get back the paper, I stare at it in utter disbelief (which was the reason why I went on hiatus), cos well, I think too much of myself at times.
Well I think I love God more. ( I know you think I'm being cliche and superficial but hell no, I'm not) Though I'm not a Christian, but well in this exam period I keep praying to Him, praying for excellent grades and seriously, he's really powerful (: As quoted from Sien, which I have been talking to pretty much lately: "Most of us are turning to religion in this period, eh? " Sounds despo, but well, I love God anyway :D
Also, things change. Inevitable, cos the "wheel turns and turns". Hari makes me have a better outlook in life (: That when you don't like something, change it. If you can't change, then don't complain. (UM SHIT THIS SOUNDS UBER FAMILIAR I THINK I QUOTE IT FROM MY COUSIN?) So true. I guess I've been complaining about much stuff, and I think I shouldn't be like this. I should be going "ThankYou" at every single thing someone does for me, appreciating them and be grateful for what they do, yes? Ok this isn't my very big weakness but I think I should be appreciative, in that sense.
Also, I think I've regretted not doing/doing certain stuff in the past. After all we only have life, and I don't wanna look back when I'm 60 and say "I should have done that!" So now, im gonna live my life! :D And no one should ever stop me from doing what I want to do :D
Oh, my friends! Playing such a big role in my life! HEHEHEHEH esp 2purity, it's such a mighty class! :D OOH, and talking to Sien in the nights make me happy! AND HAHAH, IT'S REALLY SO DIFFICULT TO HAVE SOMEONE WHO SHARES SO MUCH THINGS IN COMMON WITH YOU! <3 confidantes! :D AND, sometimes I really can't stand *******. As in, can't you all see that EOYS are over, and this is the only time when I can fully unwind myself, before school reopens in January? I mean, I have absolutely nothing to study! Ok fine, I feel like a bird trapped in a cage. Blogging isn't blogging. That's what I've come to realise. There's absolutely no freedom of speech in Singapore, and if for example I'm so pissed at someone I can't really rant and rave about it since it's gonna be read by so many people and well, not much of a privacy thing eh? so blogging isn't blogging, and if I get sick and tired of trying to bottle up my feelings I'll just quit blogging or go on hiatus AND PEOPLE! EVERYONE SHOULD WATCH GOONG AND GOONG UNTIL THEY CANNOT GOONG ANYMORE! IT'S HIGHLY ADDICTIVE! WHOA SHIN, YUL ARE LOVE <3 (: IT ROCKS AND Y'ALL SHOULD GO WATCH IT! :D
ok im gonna create a xanga now, it's better than blogger lah >:(

&sodamnlove

2006-08-15T03:48:00.000-07:00

I DUNNO WHAT I'M HERE FOR! :/
I don't know what to blog, excpet my throat was abit runny today and when I was swallowing my saliva I could really make out whether I was sucking my pi3ti4 or my saliva! D:
And the history thingum minus two marks for no apparent reason! >:( nm i shall go ask tmrw.
Errr nth really happened today, except that I'm damn slack.
I HAVE TO DO MATHS> DO ALGEBRA> PRACTISE AND PRACTISE AND PRACTISE. DO GEOG GRADED ASSIGNMENT YOU LOUSY LITTLE POOT. IT'S ONLY 50 WORDS SO STOP PROCRASTINATINGGGGG!! >:
I think I'm super talkative in class. Every other min I'm talking to KarChian. I bet I'm like a bad influence to her. Shit la, I can't stop talking! And then I keep laughing to myself you know! Actually everyone in the class knows that la, even when I come out and make speechesI think the laughing toxins in my body act up, and then I'm super amused! How do I curb my laughter! Even lots of stuff that aren't meant to be funny I laugh! Nm, just like what Tomoe wrote, DON'T STOP LAUGHING! So maybe that what makes me unique??? /:
AND RIGHT!!!!!!! Today during Chinese lesson LuoLaoShi went thru a guy, a very famour Chinese poet called Xu__ and he got what lang4man4zhu3yi4! THAT'S LIKE SO TOTALLY WRONGG. He's bonkers okay, you know when his wife died he beat drums to celebrate the deprature of her worries and trouble on Earth??? He's sibeh mad, I bet he would just be bashed up if he does that now >:B

2006-08-14T06:55:00.000-07:00

YI'M GLAD THAT IT HAS ALL CLEARED UP (:
From the very bottom of the heart, I think that this has been a good birthday! (: Hehe maybe cos I'm in a good mood now! :D Thanks everyone for wishing me Happy Birthday in one way or another xD

She knows it, I know it, we all know each other know it. Actually I really feel guilty about it, but I didn't really muster up the courage to apologise. We both are at fault, although I must say I was really mean and all. But sincerely, I'm really very relieved that it has all been cleared up, that the cold war has ended and the animosity dissolved. I reflected upon it, and I was being oblivious to your feelings, and I know the feeling of rejection may be quite unbearable. It kinda came a surprise when you initiated being friends again so yeah I still am a lil shocked. I know I've offended you, but you too are at fault as well as a matter-of-fact, so since we're both at fault, let's just close this chapter and be friends again (: Yay so the bottomline is that everything is cleared up so I'm quite relieved about now having to be bothered by it anymore.

A few things happened today, which came as major shocks apart from that one above. Which made me realise how straightforward some ppl were, and how one sentence could turn a relationship sour. Guess I'm not involved, but it really made me fall back into the rocks of reality, a huge thud which I thought and thought, and sigh, sometimes ppl are just weird unfathomable creatures.

I Y LIFE, HOW ABOUT YOU? :D

2006-08-13T01:28:00.000-07:00

Unless you're blind, which is 99.9 % highly unlikely, you will noticed that I've changed my blogskin! YAY cos I'm 14! A new year, a new skin! =.= Let's rejoice to the escaping of the mosquitoes which have breeded on the old grey skin!
So I thought this layout was kinda old, and in addition ShirleyLauSiewHui told me not ONCE but TWICE that I should changed so Great Grand Generous me changed! Am I nice or what! :D Yes and speaking of Shirley her tagboard is super hilarious! There are like people who are named "Panasonic" and "Melissha" and what "DJFHDUFH" and "Your Mr Right" and "Bryan" and "Johnson" and best of all when I was browsing thru the older tags, "BOOTY BIG BIG!" THESE PEOPLE ARE LIKE MAD. SERIOUSLY. THEY SIMPLY GO AROUND SHIRLEY'S BLOG AND SAY YOU DAMN HOT OR "youre not a woman not a gal. baby. wad are you? im bizzared. so wad on earth are you. a sexaye man? hmmms? i wannt your number" or flamming her. And tomoe was so funny! She tagged to Panasonic : "Hello Panasonic, I'm nokia!" And I said I'm Sony Ericson!:D I bet they set up a clan to stalk Shirley's tagboard. Or else they're secretly planning to dominate Shirley's tagboard. It's damn amusing pls, every other day there's this person who comes and tag some ridiculous nonsensical tag which makes me break out into peals of laughter.
Hmms if one day these anonymooses come to my tagboard how funny it would be! How funny.

2006-08-13T00:13:00.000-07:00

YOOHOO WASSUP, YO? :D
hehe, currently watching the ndp repeat (: so lame right -.- nyehnyeh. but i like this year's song!
Anyway, I've completed my ten chinese newspaper articles alre! YAY I mugged from ytd night and today morning! (: but all of them are like short reflections, and they're WEIRD. o.O I simply wrote the reflection and nothing else. it's just the sake of doing ten newspapers articles, so I'm not very very enthu bout it. hahaha i wrote on Zidane! but i didn't know what i was garbling abt, except that i was saying it was totally wrong to headbutt? ah whatever, i suck at chinese i tell you, but ironically i don't get shit marks for it.
it's just a few more hours to my birthday! oh yay. ya know what i wrote a happy birthday song on the student diary! =.=
i'm thirsty now but i shall not drink.
nowadays i've been reflecting much, and i realise that i'm such a meano at times. but under those circumstances, you kinda think you still should have acted that way, so you don't have any regrets whatsoever.I think sometimes people drive you up the wall, so you really unleashed your anger, yes? Maybe I may seem too heartless, but well... sigh i don't know what to say either.
On a lighter note, I think History is totally irrelevant. What's with all those usefulness qns! Heck la, why must it be useful. It's so fricking stupid you know, how do you judge its usefulness just by its content? Wait a minute that sounds wrong. As in that's right. BUT in any case we're basically forced to memorise history, so that's not good.

2006-08-09T00:38:00.000-07:00

mans i don't like national day. >:( have been studying for phsyics. hahaha i rmb the other time i was being lame during home econs and i asked huizhen :"does a person who studies physics becomes a physician?" and she broke out in peals of laugher. hehehe i don't see anything funny in it :/
i miss ruiyi. hoho, maybe charlyne's gonna sit by herself and become a loner.
and kboxing ystd was kinda tiring. stupid right, what tiring! actually it's cos i was feeling kinda drained, so didn't really feel awake. whatever that means; i'm not really making any sense. but it was okay i guess. i'm such a typical singaporean, ~~i went to pour a whole 6 servings of tidbits into tomoe's plastic bag and i think i threw it away or smth~~ i'm wasting the earth's depleting resources.
i'm thinking of sending RuiYi off tmrw but I guess not. Cos it's too far, and I assume many are going so I won't really get a chance to talk to her. P.S does anyone have her hotmail? oh, anyone who has me and her photos could you kindly tell me :D hehhe i'm deciding to do an online scrapbook for her; ~~ah wait long long lah~~ RuiYi apparently seemed quite happy yesterday, hmmphs and she looked so cute in the fancy-dress get-up. Well I don't think you'll be reading this, but anyway do take care of yourself alright! I know it may be tough to settle down there, but hopefully you'll not pick up the bad habits there! 2pee will miss you loads, and without you 2pee ~~was~~ is never complete. I'll be expecting a brand new RuiYi with a Chinese accent, and though I will not get to see you anymore, I hope you'll still remember that someone like FOOSIYUN existed okay!

urgh someoneeeeee sucks. the one right now beside me.yucks see doo da doo.

2006-08-07T06:02:00.000-07:00

AHHH D: SO MANY THINGS TO BLOG WORHZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZX. ahahaha just now me and shirley we were communicating in this langugage. imagine someone going like "hello my name is XXX worhzxzxzxzxzx. what is about your worhzhxxzxzxzx?" Hahahah, I bet no-one is going to talk in this type of alien language, except in MARS. OR Venus. OR SATURN.
Overally today was a bad bad day, cos of Rachel! Hahaha i've forgiven her already, cos tmrw on the way to KBOX!!! I'm gonna fix it. So yeahhhh. Got it all planned out :D
So anyway I've really experienced the true meaning of "Looks are deceiving?Don't not judge a book by its cover/Small frame, big power? So during PE, we played basketball. And we played played played and suddenly the horror took place. Rachel threw the ball towards my direction, and I tried to avoid it, and BANG. It shot me right in the face. Right in the face. Right on the right of my new specs. I must say that I was more concerned of my specs rather than my face. Cos it was new and prettaye and all that. Yep was quite pain. And I realised that that THINGUM is dented. So I'm gonna fix it. hehe :D To rachel: Don't take it to heart dunno why but i kept harping on the issue today :/
I'm gonna miss RUIYI like shit man. Hope she really copes well in China. First time a friend migrates overseas, hmmphs, especially on National Day, abit the weird la. She seems to take it in her stride, but I guess for me I would just protest and go on strike if I was ever supposed to go to China lah haha. More details tmrw.
uhhum tmrw we're supposed to march past in front of the school, oh do refer to gets blog cos i think it's damn funny. or rather she's damn hilarious. i think mrchoo is aslo a joker as well. anyway i bet tmrw my specs will just slide off. and today an ant was crawling on me and i was trying to blowww it awayy and i think i squashed it :D
there's like tons and gabongzillion things to do during the national day break. it's always the case, teachers ALWAYS think we have lots of time so they cram us with so much homework, but it's absolutely not the case. cos you see, our weekends are eaten up; by tution, project, pai-ing homework, so that doesn't really leaves us much time to uniwnd. And teachers have to make it worse by giving us so much homework. Was talking to Melissa today, and she was like POOT la!GOT THIS! POOT la! GOT THAT! :D

happy farewell RUIYI! (:

2006-08-05T20:53:00.000-07:00

HELLO 2PURITY (:
A gentle reminder:
hand in good earth individual essay by Monday (7/8), latest by Tues(8/8) but preferably on Monday, to make things easier ya see.
good earth essay (on A3 sized) by Monday (7/8) as well
gym group assignment by Monday (7/8)
so spread the word around, thanks lots, i love 2purity <3!

this is such a random post. ><

2006-08-05T18:51:00.000-07:00

hoho, I've got so many things to do, I CAN"T GET DISTRACTED. Anyway, milo peng won, and yay, I'm quite happy!:D Note to self: KEEP ON TRACKKKKKKKK!!!
-do ipw. this is so fricking stupid okay. all my grp members are like gone. i'm not blaming them or anything but why are they ALL gone. and i can't contact them. wtf. and i don't give a damn about this whole ipw thing, it's just a grade. ohmygawd i'm sounding like an absolute rebellious ahlian.
-do compare and contrast. heck.
-do science physics assignment. i realised that there is a physics test next week. oh the horror >:(
-muggggggggggggggggggggggggg for physics test >:( >:( >:( !!!!!!
- do 9 newspaper articles. wth la, it's not as if doing 9newspaper articles in one week will improve our chinese creativity leaps and bounds. we'll just die cos of lack of brain juices. and not as if we're gonna win, so whatever, i'm just gonna crap out two/three liners for every article.
-eh what huhhhhhh!!! i don't rmb. okay lemme go check my student diary. arghh exercise 7E, F, G!!!!!! and my maths suck horribly okay, i've been like sucking it like a straw for god knows how long.

My birthday's coming! Like next week! And these are my official birthday wishes, no more changes :D !
roxy waterbottle, fbt shorts!:D , new and bigger pencil case, new handphone pouch!!!, new schoolbag, pumps, golden hairband, new school shoes (alright just another new pair), and better grades.

Oh a sadder note, RUIYI'S LEAVING :( it's damning sadddddddddddddd D: BYE RUIYI. WE'LL MISS YOU LOADS D:

2006-08-02T05:02:00.000-07:00

hello haven't been blogging in the past few days!
Okay the past few days have been pretty okay, except that we've been getting back our tests which I think I can do much better!:D And to those who haven't really reached to their expectations, cheer up! As long as you do your best, I'm sure your conscience won't prick you! Dunno why I'm giving this kind of advice leh :/ But the bottomline is just do your best !:D And you efforts will pay off. OMG I'm so ... down-to-earth?!?
So these few days have been staying back cos indian dance, for your information me the kind soul replaced sining who suddenly informed me that she was going for sports trip TWO DAYS AGO. and I'm pretty happy cos I've managed to do most of the steps in JUST A SHORT PERIOD OF TWO DAYS, but when I stand in front I totally blank out. Turn wrong way, do wrong side, all the stoopid thingys la. And the competition is tmrw! Let's just hope I won't screw the dance. Our dance rocks man!:D Oh Leh Cha leh Cha! Oh Leh Cha Leh Cha! Bolly chunnn deeeee yar!!! ~~i think tution is geting a chore to me, i think i'm gonna talk to my dad about quitting it.~~ haha
Ah geog friday! Hmmphs yay I shall mug very very very hard considering this is the LAST geog test :D

SIYUN ROCKS BALLS. WHAT'S THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN? LIKE I SHAKE BALLS? :

2006-07-28T05:37:00.000-07:00

The period of time after I blogged that really short post was horrible. Three totally unpleasant things happened and I must say this is an absolutely Freaky Friday.
Firstly, when I was taking a nap, I got bitten by a mosquito. Not those usual bites, but the sibeh mosquitoes had to go bite my EYE. Note: EYE. TWO TIMES. Gawd, I swear I look like a fishball you know o.O I also do not understand why but mosqutoes generally bite my eye and lips. YEAH LIPS. To mosquito: I know you all secretly admire me, but there's no extent to go so far as to kiss me. Jokes aside, it was really swollen and itchy, and that was badddddd.
Secondly, after I woke up, I realised that I pulled a muscle. Hell, I was biting myself to shake off the pain. Grrr the pain was so stinging and unbearable it hurt like shit. I felt like nuts already, and to top if off, when I was ~~happily~~studying, there was this bird which out of nowhere flew into my room (alright there's this really huge tree outside my window which is 70cm away and my dad's going to trim it tmrw. oh, and I think there's a bird's nest inside. and i'm a killer :D i rmb the other time as well my father trimmed it and there was a thud sound. I found out that an egg cracked and there was a feather at the shell :D ) anyway, back to the topic, I was studying, and oblivious to the ruckus the Bird was making, cos I was listening to my iPod. and until my father came into my room I didn't realise it. And natural human instinct is to run around the room screaming and cuking under your blanket BUT I just sat at my seat silently and watched the Bird fly away. If I had a gun I would have shot it. Or a knife I would have chopped it.
Ouch my muscle damn pain.
Outdoor cooking, thrift, healthy lifestyle, national symbols, flag etiquette!
YOU CAN DO IT ! :D

2006-07-28T01:44:00.000-07:00

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr my com is smth wrong la! You know now my desktop colour is weird. As in WEIRD. And everytime I view my blogskin tha layout is like greyish-purplish-blu-ish? ahh don't know la x Agitated!
I've so many things to do, I should go now.
I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. Sigh.

2006-07-24T01:22:00.000-07:00

Temperamental post alert!
I'm f***ing angry.
On Shirley's tagboard.
23 Jul 06, 18:54
SIYUN: actually alll the anons were me, i just wanted to defend shirley so that she would treat me as her best friend, i am so sorry people.

Gosh what's ~~this world~~ the cyberworld coming to? Firstly, I would want to mention that I'm not so cowardly as not to put my real name there you know. Secondly, why would I want Shirley to treat me as her best friend? Nah, I know you fake loser; you're living in a world of youself and you're jealour that I've got a bunch of good friends who never fail to cheer me up even if I'm happy or sad. Thirdly, why would I want to defend Shirley? So that means the statement that you make means that you were creating all those anonymouses names to run Shirley down. On top of that Shirley is already my good friend, and as what as I've mentioned you just don't have a life of your own, and you're envious cuz she's my friend. Well, Im not just angry, I think a much stronger word than that.Maybe you have reached my boiling point? Or smth like that. F*** I'm damn pissed. Go Shirley's tagboard. And Shirley can jolly wll go check the IP address and she'll know it's not me. It's plain defamation you know. It's because of such cowardly losers like you that the world is so unpeaceful. I really don't want to say, cuz I'm sure this imposter will know what I mean, and I'm sure if he/she is intelligent and has that bit of human-blood he/she will just scram off. Omg I'm still f**king pissed you know. One of the rare times I've ever been so f**king angry. I just wanna crush that loser imposter. If I didn't discover it I would have just been wrongly accused and you would just have gotten your way. You cowardly mouse you should just feed yourself to a cat you know. Bloody hell. I'm so sorry to all my readers out there for that almost near vulgarities in this post, but I seriously tried to control my temper and not used that F word in this post, although this loser has really really challenged my patience. I bet you guys haven't experienced the anger of being imposed, and on top of that being under the false impression that you are trying to damage the relationship of others. if you're trying to make me constantly think about you, then I'm very sorry to tell you that you've failed, cuz I'll still carry on with life and no matter how you want to use my name to defame others, I'll still move on with life.
That's enough I guess. I don't know why, but I would want to give this person a chance to change. This person probably, or prolly may not have something against me, and I'm sure if time passes this person will hopefully change for the better. But I doubt it wouldn't be anytime near cuz this person is already so wicked enough to impose as someone to threaten to turn relationships sour. I guess this loser will not change for the better as yet, but I still hope he/she will reflect upon his/her actions and fully understand what is wrong. I shouldn't be spending so much time unleashing my anger at you, and this goes out to you as well, cuz I seriously hope you will channel your time spent on Shirley's blog to do such unnecessary things to reflect upon your own actions.

And I seriously regretted my decision to come home. Ya know the owner is tearing down everything and reconstructing it, so the constant drilling makes my house tremble -shakes head violently- Gosh it's so noisy and irritating! GRR >:( And I can't concentrate on Maths! JIAYOU SIYUN! YOU CAN DO IT! :D
<3!How how die die x So much for lightening the load of my schoolbag. Okay now I shall go my granny's house everyday to study and I hope they'll hurry renovate it and oh no, I don't think my new neighbour will be friendly ):
I desperately need to cut my hair! :/

cos your words and action aren't gonna deter me from going further

2006-07-22T20:18:00.000-07:00

ALGEBRA IS THE LANGUAGE OF MATHS.

grrrrrrrr >:( What in the world are we supposed to write about algebra being the language of maths? I was thinking and thinking, then I suddenly conked out cuz I simply had no idea how to continue.
I started off like this :The importance of Maths is omni-present in our daily lives, be it in school, when we are outside, or whether we are adults in the workforce.
And I blanked out, cuz I realised I was contradicting myself. As in I absolutely disagree with it okay! I understand stnicks is trying to nurture us into creative learners, but this topic is simply too abstract. It's trying to squeeze out all my brain juices you know. They're trying to make us philosophical and all that. Who knows, maybe in the later part of the year they can say English is the universal language of the world. Or maybe smth like that ya know. Fine this topic is much easier. And I should jolly well tell mr lin that I absolutely disgree with the topic and I'm gonna write like this,
I'm very sorry to say that I absolutely disagree with the topic given by the Math department. And after analysing it I have no choice but to disgree with it. I simply do not understand why it is the medium of Maths, and if I agree I would be contradicting myself and I won't feel good by harming my own conscience. Thus, I do not wish to do it and you can scold me all you like.

Grahh but for that pathetic 5marks I just gonna have to contradict myself and you will see all my brain juices flowing out now bwahahaha xD

AND my birthday's coming -points down to that birthday countdown thingum below-
yay I'm a HappyKid :D but now I don't really want material possessions, it's more of down-to-earth things that I yearn for, but sad to say they don't really come true you know.I'm happy with life and I don't think I'm lacking anything, but it would still be great to add these things to my life to those out there who wanna buy me birthday present, if you get what I mean :D
- ripcurl waterbottle (:
-golden hairband (:
-myuk handphone pouch (hmmphs cheryl is getting this for me?)
-dustbin(My table's messy and I'm a very crappy person so I don't mind)
-Chocolate! xD
-new school bag (cuz my current one is like so bulky)
P.S I'm not demanding for these things,it's just to give you an idea of what are the things which I may like to have.

2006-07-21T07:39:00.000-07:00

assignments and tests and homework are piling up; grrr I can't take it >:(

algebra is the language of maths. ~~OBVIOUSLY NOT~~
Bollywood essay
home econs budgeting??
lit the good earth. gosh i've yet to copy from the notes. diediedie :'(
thrift logbook
thrift recycling item
photcopy bank account
study for tingxie
study for clit. oh no i think i lost it! -screams-
mathsmathsmaths! i've gotta mugmugmug! D:

see i've got so many things on my to-do list! my weekends are gone. this is bad.

POP was today. I must admit I didn't cry cuz I wasn't that sad, cuz I felt that things come and go, and this is a phase where everyone will go thru, so I wasn't really emotional, although I was indeed a teeny weeny sad. Last year's emotions were running high, eh dunno why!

Anw tmrw gotta meet up for good earth! I mean what's this we're supposed to act out the chapter based on gym movements? I understand that literature is a form of art, and gym is used to express yourself, but those two simply don't go tgt. And I'll just prolly break a bone if I do other actions other than bridge. Oh the horror!

I'm drained.

2006-07-20T02:03:00.000-07:00

SEEEYUN IS DISTRACTED. x(
there's history test tmrw, and no one is online and I'm the only soul who's online. i'm supposed to mug ya know. but what's the point of studying history; it's totally irrelevant ~~although it's one of the easier subjects to study~~ i was rather disappointed today i must say. i admit i wasn't really willing, but it still bugs you when you think that you didn't make it. yeahh that kinda disappointment ya know.

Tension and Trust. Thinking of it when I came home. Weird that these two things go hand in hand so much. Maybe it's not so much of trust, but maybe irritation which causes it. When trust breaks, tension mounts. and vice versa. I really don't know who to believe, cuz I've heard two sides of the story, and I'm trying not be stuck in between. You don't want to be in that situation but it's an inescapable situation. I'm trying to shake myself out of it but it seems practically impossible. To top it off, there are different supporters. as in people who side one another. it's like a gang which is about to start a fight; and you're stuck in between them. i'm disillusionised. and because of all these differing controversies, our world is enveloped in doubts towards one another and we are often confused over all these doubts, embroiling in unnecessary arguments that threaten to turn relationships sour.

when it all falls apart

2006-07-19T01:17:00.000-07:00

LONG POST ALERT!
'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger; When the days are rough and an hour seems much longer
these few days have been rather tumultuous, and I have so much to start with :/ and my speakers are still spoilt, DAMN. can someone help me? there are renovations beside my house now so it's really noisy and annoying grawr :[
MONDAY
school was okay i guess, except for those gym actions which I've failed to master/failed. but besides that monday's schedule are okay so I don't really think it's bad. after school, went with Charlyne and Cheryl to j8 to watch Pirates of the Carribean :D gosh it was simply amazing okay. who cares about those reviewers saying it's disjointed, it was brilliant! I didn't watch the last 45mins of the very first one, and I was very pissed cos youtube didn't have and I couldn't listen due to those losuy faulty speakers grrrrr >:( so I was slightly lost here and there. I think I could have enjoyed it further if I watched the whole first muvee >:( But anyway the cinema was very packed and I wasn't expecting that hoho :D and that Octopus! it was like URGHHH. BUTBUTBUT johnny depp was very comical in a serious, pirate-like way. don't know how to say either. orlando bloom was much suave in the first movie, and now he's with elizabeth whose so freaking skinny i don't like anymore. I don't like the ending!! argh I'm so pissed but I will definitely go watch the last one. and then I wanted to go toilet cos I was very urgent but Cheryl and Charlyne wanted to stay back cos they said there was smth after the credits. but it turned out a waste of time and grrr I was so frustrated ): anyway do go watch it! :D

TUESDAY
I don't really recall what happened, but only that tuesday is HUMANITIES DAY. geog test was blah, and the rest of the lessons were wayyy boring. I ~~almost~~ slept man. and Nath wants me to check lit files. aiyo I don't know how to check since they're like a gabongzillionthings inside? and I never update the contents page since May? Oh god!

TODAY
bad bad day. in the morning when I was walking down the stairs I LITERALLY stepped on MrsTian's toes and she said " You want to injure me is it?" Like hello, what's your problem I apologised to you and if you're saying that in a joking manner then I guess it's okay and if you're not then yeah I want to step on your toes and I want to stepstepstep until they become bound feet. Okay that was stupid but I don't like that superficial witch. Apparently there are like a thousand and one nice shows tonight, GreenLight(okay that may be gross but I like) and SINGAPORE IDOL!<3! and project runway! wth I simply love watching teevee man (: i'm so confused and I know I shouldn't feel one bit like this cos I have other much important things to do. like studying.if the world was trouble-free, terrorism free and all that, I'd watched teevee man. okay my sentence structure is horrible :( but anyway, I was caught during English lesson for blog-hopping by MsNair. omg shit I was so freaking shocked when she was standing behind me and I was happily reading and I discovered and I was like "omg shit I'm dead meat" argh I'm sucha loser but luckily she just gave me a warning and me the saint HAHA:D shan't complain (: anyway after school got back chem test, and I must say I was very disappointed ): although I looked like I was very happy and all that ): I really did not expect to do so badly, and I really did study very hard for this test and I wanted to do well but it didn't live up to expectations in the end. I know there are ppl who are worse than me, but barely scraping the mark just ain't enough. Compared to others who got much better than me, I am really lousy. And I told you, I simply don't have chemistry with chemistry D: Sometimes you just do not reap what you sow. and the feeling sucks, cos there are ppl who keep reiterating that they didn't study very hard for the test, and tadah they got much much higher than you. which is just like rubbing salt into your wounds, and sarcastically saying that I scored well with little effort, and you on the other hand, no matter how much you mug, you just won't be able to excel. that kinda remarks piss me off. so don't do it. nowadays my grades aren't that fantastic either, and if I continue like this I'm gonna get into a bad subject combination which majorly sucks :'( I kept singing McFly's It's all about you today cuz it's superdee brilliant and catchy. I've got a gabongzillion things to do but I'm here blogging. I'll really have to soar now, after crawling for so long(: Oh man this sucks do you know. You tell yourself"Hey you'd better complete this task by___" and in the end you get distracted and you never get things done; which is bad, and this cycle repeats itself, and at times you simply want to murder yourself cuz you're not keeping on track.

I adapt, to those around me, cuz I would rather have mutual relationships with everyone rather than having very good friends and friends whom you hate. I don't think you will understand, but I do adapt to people's needs, trying to suit them, maintaining as casual friends.Difficult to understand, but I realised it's the best solutiona after so long.

I don't know what's wrong, but getting stuck in between is tough it's impossible to know who to trust. That big word called Trust, it's important. Unfathomable it may seem at times, but sometimes you think you have complete trust in someone which is ultra close to you yet as time passes by, you are caught in disillusionment. The tension is simply unbearable. You want to trust that person, yet another person who is equally trustworthy and close to you tells you things about that person which leaves you wondering if that are her true colours, which happen to decrease the level of trust in that person, so much so that you doubt that person, you wonder if that person is like this. You wonder if that person is so deemed by your equally close friend to be like this, but a few recent spate of events has reinforced your doubts about that person, and you think there's some truth in those things, so much so that the trust between you both is slowly disintegrating. I really don't know, but I'm sure time will tell.

You&me= Trust

2006-07-16T05:43:00.000-07:00

what's going wrong?
I'm so fricking pissed, I swear if the com crashes again I'm just gonna smash it down the bird's throat.
Just now, I blogged about how the com's speakers have gone bonkers, and how the spacing of Microsoft Word text is dots... ? and then I was trying to plug in the wires and the com hanged and I was like shitshitshit what's this so I offed the com and my the post on the lousy com vanished. what's this? I think the com hates me man! POOF.
anwanw i wanna watch pirates of carribean cos the previous one was so nice but long so i didn't manage to catch the last 45mins so I'm depressed.
Sometimes people ask you to do things for them, yet sometimes you just aren't willing to do, yet you know you'll simply have to respect them and do it grudgingly, tho it's taking up your precious time and you treat it as a chore, but at the end of the day, just a simple yet strong word which seems to overpower everything leaves you reflecting upon your actions; and taking comfort in the knowledge that someone actually appreciates your work, makes you feel that it is worth it after all.
And that simple word? Thank you.

2006-07-15T07:35:00.003-07:00

thanks everyone for their concern and everything. although what i'm feeling now isn't really back to normal, but I'm certain that this is a phase everyone has to go thru and I'm not an exception, and I'll really try to get back on track.
talking to sien really cheers me up. seriously, she's one of the few who is really a good confidante, and offers you good advice. and she's so cute la!:D I do realise we have many similar views on many things, so I loved sien alot these past few days :D
i don't wanna talk abt that thing, cos it's so personal, and I'm sure sien knows as well, and she definitely has same opinions towards it. I LOVE SIEN ALOT TODAY, EVEN THOUGH SHE DOESN'T KNOW IT, BUT SHE MADE MY DAY TODAY (:

accept reality and move on

2006-07-13T06:39:00.000-07:00

I think my mind is gonna blow.
I'm growing numb/insensitive to evryone around me now, often passing snide remarks that I take back. Warning: Confusing post.
I don't really give a damn on how others feel, cuz that's me-- temperamental. i'm sucha useless bum you know. I'm so drained I wanna sleep. and it's raining now; perfect to sleep man. this is stupid; nothings seems to cheer me up now.
cuz i'm such a teevee addict AND com as well, my life simply revolves around them. I'm so useless I'm simply a waste of earth's resources.

You feel miserable and sad.
You feel exhausted a lot of the time with no energy .
You feel as if even the smallest tasks are sometimes impossible.
You seldom enjoy the things that you used to enjoy-you may be off sex or food or may 'comfort eat' to excess.
You feel very anxious sometimes.
You don't want to see people or are scared to be left alone. Social activity may feel hard or impossible.
You find it difficult to think clearly.
You feel like a failure and/or feel guilty a lot of the time.
You feel a burden to others.
You sometimes feel that life isn't worth living.
You can see no future. There is a loss of hope. You feel all you've ever done is make mistakes and that's all that you ever will do.
You feel irritable or angry more than usual.
You feel you have no confidence.
You spend a lot of time thinking about what has gone wrong, what will go wrong or what is wrong about yourself as a person. You may also feel guilty sometimes about being critical of others (or even thinking critically about them).
You feel that life is unfair.
You have difficulty sleeping or wake up very early in the morning and can't sleep again. You seem to dream all night long and sometimes have disturbing dreams.
You feel that life has/is 'passing you by.'
You may have physical aches and pains which appear to have no physical cause, such as back pain.

in case you were wondering those up there are the symptoms of Depression.
both Tomoe and I agree with many of the points up there. I'm terrified now I tell you. I'm sinking into the Great Depression, nothing seems to cheer me up now. Maybe cuz lessons re such a chore, or I can't concentrate in lessons, but I'm certain this is a phase where I'll need to persevere and not give up, cos I know Him has plans for everyone, and I'm sure this is just one of the few he has for me, and this is an obstacle I must surely overcome. Yes, I'm not a Chritian/Catholic, but now I have so much faith in me I have strength in Him. And if I feel like it I may consider going to church. But I find the resemblance is so uncanny, I'm like in so many of the catogeries, now I suspect this is more than teenage angst. this sucks man, I'm depressed. But I ~~shall~~ must curb my temper, for the benefit of those around me and me myself as well.

Snapping at people for no apparent reason - irritable
Physically or verbally aggressive
Abandoning favourite hobbies or sports
Increased passive TV watching
Increased risk-taking; e.g., dangerous driving
Misuse of drugs and alcohol
Changes in school behaviors (including training courses and work settings)
Frequent absences from school poorer grades than formerly
Complains of being bored
Becomes disruptive in class

Finds it harder to stay on task. Loses concentration easily
Mentally confused. Finds decisions difficult to make
Cannot remember commitments - doesn't keep appointments
Has difficulty staying still or conversely, is lethargic
Changes in relationship to family and friends
Stops going out with friends; shows no interest in group outings
Increase or decrease in sexual activity
May start associating with a different peer group
Expresses negativity about family
Loses interest in activities which once were fun

More conflicts with parents and siblings than usual
Changes in eating and sleeping habits
Changes in feeling, thinking and perceiving
Expresses inappropriate guilt, feelings of not being good enough, worthlessness, failure
Expresses hopelessness and having nothing to look forward to
Speaks in a monotonous or monosyllabic manner
Has a preoccupation with self; is withdrawn
Cries easily, looks sad, feels alone or isolated
Has fears about having to be perfect
Fearful of doing something bad
Incidents of self-injury. Ideas of killing self

I'm depressed.I'm depressed.I'm depressed.I'm depressed.I'm depressed.I'm depressed.I'm depressed.I'm depressed.I'm depressed.I'm depressed.I'm depressed.
I'm depressed.I'm depressed.I'm depressed.I'm depressed.I'm depressed.I'm depressed.I'm depressed.I'm depressed.vI'm depressed.I'm depressed.I'm depressed.I'm depressed.

2006-07-12T04:54:00.000-07:00

I'm such a friggin loser; I just realised.
Was talking to Tomoe on msn just now, and we both realised how sucky we are as friends.
Today was a day I never ever felt before in my life. I could feel it okay.
I ~~was~~ am irritated at myself cos I'm irritated at people for no particular reason whatsoever.
quote Tomoe:i feel like digging out my own eyeballs and flushing them down the toilet bowl thn banging my head on the wall and dying. gross, but yeah (:
sometimes i think i suck cos ppl are nice but you don't appreciate what they have done for you instead you get put off by their behaviour. on the surface it seems as though you two are really hitting it off well but deep down you are annoyed by their behaviour and it mounts up and one day you are simply exasperated you just wanna let go all of your feelings. which is what i'm feeling right now. which completely sucks, cos I just realised what a bad friend I am, not showing my true colours.
and i'm effing pissed cos XXX okay fine my dad doesn't allow me to watch singapore idol and he should just go bang his head on the wall instead of being such a control freak. argh do you know the whole day i've been waiting for this. i should just go and murder him. and i'm tempted to say that F word now, I was like mumbling to myself, "F***".

someone pass me the knife

2006-07-11T05:31:00.000-07:00

I woke up just now and was feeling crabby and just blasted my voice off. >:( So don't offend me now, I'll just scream at you or smth.
I've so many things to say, it's difficult to blog.
AHH first things first, WORLD CUP!<3! --i typed longer than this but as usual louyapok blogger sucks-- just when I realised it totally rocks it ended just like that. I'll have to wait another 4years and i'll be in like jc2?!? wow that's really old. and by then in south africa:/ Italy won, and I ain't very happy about it. I retract my words that I'm sitting on the fence, cos while watching I realised I supported France a bit more, although I must say France was starting out well but as the game progressed Italy became much stornger. and zidane was so good I realised he's truly a playmaker and he's handsome too :D BUT he blew me off when he head-butted that maurezzi or mozarallea or whatever you call it. can't he bloodily go head-butt him after the match. undeniable that he contributed a bit to the defeat of France. what a way to end his career. and maybe it could score another goal and win! the penalty kicks were nerve-wracking, so much so I had cold feet. and when it ended everyone went to sleep and so did I but I couldn't stop thinking of World Cup so I couldn't sleep I should have seen the prize presentation so booya.
and today after morning jog we discovered a whole army of ants which stretched to the crack of doom! seriously I'm so tempted to bring insecticide tmrw and sprayyyyyyy them dead I tell you. I hate ants, itgives me that tingling feely sensation. Oh, our classroom is so dirty! Don't know why either, we should hold a clean-green week campaign la.
and today so many ppl head got problem, it must be the aftermaths of zidane's head butting!:D tomoe abit very funny la, abit her head cannot move and if you are directly behind her she'll have to turn 180 degrees to face you. anw get well soon haha. now I know the dangers of gym alre, like my specs also got slightly damaged, oh man gym is sucky!
nowadays my marks are like so-so, it doesn't quite live up to my expectations, although I know they're not the worst. So I must pay more attention in class, esp chinese, but I can't help it if the teacher is so boring she's hypnotising us I tell you. ~~i don't think she likes me cos I always sleep in her class~~
i think recently my body is feeling weird. I don't know how to explain it. Maybe it's hormones, but when I'm perfectly feeling normal all of a sudden I feel weird. someone explain why! >:(

2006-07-09T01:33:00.000-07:00

it rained just now/ drizzling now.
but I feel like a cold bazhang now :/
anyway, everyone is abuzz about the Beautiful Game, and many are rooting for Italy, which is the one of the least expected for me to enter the finals. and prolly I'll be staying up to watch the biggest game of the biggest tournament of the biggest sport in the world [quote straits times!] and I was initially supporting for France, cos maybe they're an ageing population and it's zidane's swansong, but it well could be the last for Totti, and furthermore Italy has yet to win one World Cup yet, so I'm really sitting on the fence this time/undecided. So I'll be happy no matter who wins the Beautiful Game. But I'm quite shocked how come France has so many blacks, alright maybe they're not of a fairer skin tone, but nevertheless I'm still curious.
and I met charmaine and yuqing in united square(watsons, to be exact), it's more of a mere coincidence, and it's freaky :/

and as the curtain falls

2006-07-07T20:33:00.000-07:00

SOMEONE GIVE ME INSPIRATION!!
grrr apparently I'm supposed to complete my learning lab lit thingum which is due today and I have absolutely no idea how to begin with cos I don't have the talent of reading between the lines. argh I should just tell ms wong I'm really stupid and I have no inspiration so I can't hand it in. and I predict she'll just give me a tight slap on my face . But seriously, this lit essay is nuts pls, I mean I'll like fail it or sth >:(
And I'm slacking now grrr. I'm supposed to be doing the lit thingum. Concentrate you lousy-poot! >:( i bet no one is as distracted as me pfffft >: what a big loser!

plus plus I did a bit of friendster and I came across this http://www.friendster.com/29450779 which is coincidentally the two gays friendster FANCLUB profile. totally gross and eeew, if you ask me. I mean setting up a blog to profess their GAY(eew) love for each other is rather awkward for me I suppose, let alone setting up a FRIENDSTER PROFILE? FAN CLUB? For those who adore them for their courage? Seriously, even if they want to profess their Gay(eew) love for each other, they shouldn't do this. I have no intentions of discriminating them, but it's rather gross for me. I don't look down on homosexuals, but fanclub for gays(homos) ? I don't see why ppl would join, apart from having that one more contact on yr friendster profile. Even if I don't despise them, I wouldn't join, cos, it just seems totally wrong.

2006-07-07T04:39:00.000-07:00

Right now if it is within my means I will do anything to stop my illness D: Although it's impossible, it really sucks D;
Today was a yucky day, cos I was having cramps and all that and it sucked bigtime hurhur >:(
and I really really wish for my cramps to go away, cos apparently few ppl I know suffer from cramps at this age, so I'm one of the unlucky few :/ argh efffffffffffffing pissed ! :(
And my eyelids are so painful right now as well :
I think all my posts are abt how sick I am, so don't bother reading them if you're sick by it or smth laaa.
and tomoe and the rest are at kbox now haha hope they're enjoying themselves :D
I'm sorry for not staying back for pop item, cos I was feeling terrible and really really wanted to go home. anyhow I don't think any of you will be reading but I really felt quite bad for not staying throughout. But at least I stayed for a while okay! :D

sighsighsighsighsigh.

2006-07-06T04:10:00.000-07:00

School's innnnnnn!
Ah fine that was entirely random (:
But I'm really frustrated/pissed/sad/ or in my opinion more of a depressed side cos I just barely recovered but I'm still coughing like a sick old feeble man and ~~my menses~~ came. so lagi suay please, to heck with nature. and it's worse when GERMANY has lost to the ~~damned~~ Italy. so today's recess was a terrible one, with the mix of pain and sadness and uncomfort all jumbled up it totally sucks la :( so if you think your life sucks think of those who have it worse than you, cos everytime I hear people lamenting abt how sucky their life is when in fact their life is truckloads better off than many others, it's kinda stupid. i'm not trying to be down-to-earth or anything, but surely there are millions out there who are worse than you? and I've come across a dime a dozen who keep complaining about how shitty their life is, who never fail to look on the negative sides and never reflect back on how good their life is compared to those out there? well i know i've occasionally metioned that life sucks, but well, i think i don't really mean it come to think of it. and this only applies to those who truly, deeply think their life sucks. enough said.
but anyhow my day was pretty bad, not to mention the lessons I've missed and all that stomach cramps which are bugging me. and it's so painful right now.
i think the donuts on xiaxue's blog are simply tantalising; they make me drool!:D
i only want a simple wish to be fulfilled: to recover 100percent. perhaps a little magic will do the trick:D

2006-07-03T06:44:00.000-07:00

I'M SICK x(
and i have so much to begin with. and i've been waiting so long to use the com!
never EVER eat keropok with durian. it makes you feel like you're plain shit.
anyway, on monday, (youth day) >:( i was feeling sick. so i went to my granny's house to rest, but it got worse! then i slept like a log from morning till night, then ate a bit, went to the doctor(which isn't very effective, considering the fact that I've not been able to fully recover by tues) and slept.
Zzzzz....(spastic man i tell you)
anyway, on tues, i woke up, and miraculously felt so perfectly normal. then I ~~stupidly~~ went for morning jog, thinking that sweating could pai3chu3 the heat or whatever it is. but i was so ~~stupidly~~ wrong and after that i felt like a sick ~~sheep~~ cow i wanted to take the good earth test but I couldn't cos my flu was really horrible.
then went home, slept again, and this time it was so bad, i had like internal boiling, it's one of the worse fevers I ever experienced I wanted to ~~die~~ cry.
and when i thought it got better at midnight the goddamn fever(38.7degrees D:) came back to me and i was feeling so hot i wanted to ~~soak myself in ice man~~ cry.

so i'm at home now, when everyone is happily at school. and i really want to go back to school, cos this is one of the worse fevers i've ever experienced.
and i think i'm abit retarded, cos i've not been doing work for the past 3 days and you'll probably be seeing a walking depressed zombie tmrw(if everything goes out fine)/friday(if i'm still sick)

2006-07-01T23:36:00.000-07:00

these few days have been absolutely energy-consuming D:
went for njc test ytd, sucked pretty much, and even now i don't have high hopes of going. i think i'll just die there -- if the standard remains so high.
went to ny funfair, and trust me, the place wasn't just crowded, it was like super squashed. get it? anw, there was litter all over the place, but apart from that it was okay on the whole (: ~~stnicks feista was better haha~~
and went for tution, felt so tired. ate nasi lemak, then went zara sale which was rather disappointing,for me.
i am so disappointed with myself, cos i was so looking forward to watching the football matches, and i was totally drained ytd night i just couldn't keep myself awake. and on friday as well; it's so disappointing cos i was planning to watch desperate housewives then watche the germanyvsargentina match la :( so much for all the anticipation :(
anw, england lost and i think wayne rooney has a really serious temper problem and he's so violent and temperamental he should go for counselling!
and the biggest news is brazil lost to france. it's like the talk of the town now, and so many ppl are mourning e.g melissa and squishy squashy rachy mousy! yes, brazil has won six times. yes, brazil has genetically inborn talented players. yes, brazil is by far the most popular nation in the world cup. it came as quite a shock to me, cos all the while i was under the impression that brazil would win the world cup. so i wasn't expecting france would beat them. anw, i think the whole of brazil are either crying now or mourning.

i support GERMANY !
frankly speaking, i'm not much of a football fan, and i am ashamed to inform you that the only time i have ever watched a full match was during the finals of 2002(?) world cup.
laughlaughlaugh as much as you want

today's ~~walkathon~~ loitering was boring. not much too say, except that it was boring.

~~you put me off man. you suck totally. practice what you preach and stop lambasting those who you deem to be ______. you're the one who should get a life instead of blaming others.~~

2006-06-30T03:36:00.000-07:00

today was a relatively yucky day. starting from the morning, had chem test. absolutely sucks cos i've studied for it yet the fill-in-the-blanks i was like stoning down there :( then had chinese speech, and i was the only one, and to top it off everyone was laughing at me!don't know whether to laugh or cringe either :/ did chem experiment and it was okay (:
But guides ended early, so bused home. and that stupid bus broke down! ahhh! >:( then i used the goddamn complimentary ticket thingum.
tmrw's the day:D hmmphs and tmrw will be a long day too! same ass last week! if this carries on furhter all my sats will be gone. and my sundays as well!
i wonder how many ppl read my blog, especially when they come and not tag. *huizhen i know you're reading this!!:D* i mean it's really scary when you don't exactly know just exactly how many people read, and the amount may be so many.
and i was so tempted to use that ~~f word~~ today, cos i was goddamn angry at i-shan't-mention so i went to school so bad-tempered i just stoned down there and was so pissed i wanted to scream at anyone who offended me.
and i refuse to upload the photos taken in the lab cos i'm too lazy. hmmphs>:(
ya know today i was craving for so many food; hor fun, orange bowl, french fries, suan mei, and lots more!
germany vs argentina today! both teams are equally strong, and i like them both, so I would be equally sad if either of them leaves :(

2006-06-27T21:35:00.000-07:00

POLLING DAY OFF-IN-LIEU(:
pfftt>:( we're supposed to rejoice but i'm not considering the fact there there's a million and one things i'll have to do so >:(
school has reopened, and i realised how much some people change in just merely one month.
no melissa anymore, now karchian. i'm fated to stick to that row D:
people around me are fine, haha, but don't quite get this feeling off that this term's sitting arrangement is plain weird ><
i know i'm not supposed to be feeling like this

and f*** i typed a whole lot of things but lou-ya-pokk blogger just delted it. FISH it should just burn themselves on fire

2006-06-24T23:53:00.000-07:00

enrolment ceremony was helluva tiring
was out from 630am to 930pm. i mean the ceremony ended at like 3smth, then i chionged all the way to learning lab with my ~~fugly~~ pt shirt and shorts which stinked like cow dung :'(
so i almost fell asleep and i was so listless i swear i could have almost slept ):
anddd ytd was so tiring; my whole body ached from all that running.

You know how much I dislike you? On the surface it seems as if we're just casual friends, but deep down I hate you. You are totally Y-U-C-K. Can't you sense my dissatisfaction towards what you do? You hideous crooked freak do you know how ugly you are yet you are pretending to seem like you are super well-liked. Oh yuck I know you will not/unlikely to read this but even when you come across this you might not even know.
and f*** someone effing shit came and she should just dig a grave and jump inside.

idon'twannathinkoftomorrow
>:(
haha the restaurant review is totally weird la.
i crapped it all out man!
example:
"The variety of food are served in authentic south Indian style, ranging from their tender tandoori chicken ...."
is there even tandoori chicken? and is it supposed to be even tender?
i think there will be so many question marks on our review laaa!!!
maybe something which i can look forward to is mrpangahchoy:D

PANGAHCHOYMAKESMYDAY:D

2006-06-23T06:32:00.000-07:00

i think i'm psychotic

2006-06-23T06:06:00.000-07:00

everything seems to be just wrong.
msn is down, i forgot there was dental appointment tmrw which enrolment ceremony is on as well, i can't see updates on tagboards, nothing seems to be turning out fine.
just when i thought life was great, it suddenly came all crashing down.
haha it's kinda stupid that i'm talking no-sense and being so pessimistic.
Don't you think the feeling of betrayal is like anger building up but there seems to be a sense of helplessness? I'm unable to put up with you, your hypocrisy, your shrewdness,your ways of getting your way and not considering the feeling of others. I've decided not to have anything to do with you, at least for now.

URGHHH >:(
i'm sucha cow. (pardon me but i'm hooked to calling myself a cow) :D
anyway, went pastamania for lunch and it was yummy:D I think I ate till my stomach bloated. mmm i'm missing my clams. after that walked around, went to the mango sale! it was pretty packed, BUT i saw many nice tops! and I wanted to go try a few but there was sucha long queue at the fitting room; everyone was grabbing at least 3 or more garments. so i didn't buy but that was the top which i wanted to get like for a gabongzillion years. and there was a one, a blue-and-white stripes one, damn nice. but the buttons got at least 6,stretched till the crack of doom(!) quote:melissa HAHA :D i kinda regretted it la, cos i had the money and the time, somemore it was on sale! blah i should have just bought it! :( come to think of it i might NOT be able to fit.
i'm supposed to do the restaurant review thingy, but i am so-not-into-the-mood. there's like enrolment ceremony,and after it i have to chiong all the way to tution,and when i come back home i think i'll just fall asleep.
and after that it's sunday, and after that is
.......
!

i don't wanna think about it.
neither do you,right?

2006-06-22T00:35:00.000-07:00

did project ytd. quite inproductive but who cares, every time we always resolve to do this do that in the end still end up playing:D and dammit i still feel that tingly sensation. oh yuck. i know it's a psychological problem but it still seems to be there. ya know what i mean alright.
and went macs to well um kinda chill out haha but i was having a terrible stomache but it's alright now(: and i jokingly said i supported togo.
cheers to me cos i've generally revised chemistry and maths and i hope everything's gonna turn out well when school reopens.
watched portugal and mexico match ytd. mexico lagisuay pls, penalty also hit out! ahh :[
and singaporeidol was generally okay too,but i think mathilda has the vocal chops, but she doesn't have the physical charms and i strongly suggest she should go to expressions and maybe she'll become like energiser bunny a.k.a olinda cho!
i'm slacking at home now and i seriously have nth to do.call me alot of free time or what, but i really can't find anything to do.
watch videos on youtube?yep,i'll do that later.
in the meantime i'm supposed to reread the GOOD EARTH but heck it's written in 1930s and we're like what;living the 21st century?what a beeg generation gap what does it concern us how why can't we read something like harrypotter :D that would be so cool!:D
i know i have to do the restaurant review but i forgot what we ate. all i rmb is the gooey sticky white stuff that once i think of it my sides will turn and the frickin hot chicken which gives me the creeps. why must we be forced to eat? :/ okay the nasi briyani was fine but the others were like totally unappetising.
i ate the wich ice cream from benandjerrys two days ago. it was so heavenly. it totally melts in your mouth. i eat to live, so much so that i get hungry after every 3hours and it's a miracle that i don't significantly put on weight. itotallylurvveice-cream!:D
i've found two men to love;benandjerrys.

2006-06-20T21:59:00.000-07:00

I'm a HappyKid now again!:D YEAH
Don't you just lurvvvve McFly???
They're really HAPPY!! I mean in a way their songs are so bouncy and hippy and funky they make me totally happy:D
Alright maybe jimmyeatworld too.
And that blardy ~~damn~~ dog attacked me now. I'm like afriad of dogs since a gabongzillion years. And this is the first time I've ever come in close contact with such a BIG DOG. >:( dammit i officially HATE dogs.
and i've still got that tingling sensation on my feet.
URGH
>:(
IHATEDOGS.
and charlyne doesn't want me to write i-hope-dogs-become-extinct.
IHOPEDOGSBECOMEEXTINCT.
>:(

2006-06-20T05:30:00.000-07:00

I'm such a cow. dammit.
first things first, i'm effing pissed. apparently i signed up for those courses(?!) but I'm like um not inside?!?:O i should just go knock my head like that doby or-whatever-you-call-it.
WARNING: I'M VERY TEMPTED TO USE THAT F WORD. FOR NO REASON.
and went to watch R.V with swallow yesterday. quite okay on the whole, if you consider that as a teenflick.
RAHH I AM VERY ANGRY.
i'm gonna watch abcdj now.
i shall not blog, lest some ppl suffer the brute of my frequent-pms-symptoms.
AH WHATEVER.

FISH

2006-06-18T00:58:00.000-07:00

the stupid dachangjin report is driving me nuts. I just can't find the one last similarity between nightingale and changjin. blah maybe i should just say they have two eyes,one nose, one mouth. and it's my last piece of work!ya know.
the last week of june hols is gonna be really busy. oh YUCK.
i'm hungry and i wanna eat chocolate chewy fudgey ice cream.
i'v yet to mug for chemistry and homecons and whatever shit test.

JIAYOU SIYUN!
you can do it!

:D

2006-06-16T21:33:00.000-07:00

Just gotten back from 2-day trip in Malacca. Ate, shopped, slept, ate. Bought 3skirts,1shirt. Quite fun I suppose. I'm pissed at the stupid cbox. So louya. Now I have to get a new one, so chor deng. BYE. it's 1230 pm and I'm gonna sleep.
for fun, see I'm BORED. =.=

three names you go by:
FOO SIYUN.
SEEYUN.
SY

three parts of your heritage:
huh? what does this mean?
ken lim
chinese?
hakka?

three things that scare you:
bad results(FAIL!)
cats, dogs
THAT dachangjin report D:

three things you are wearing right now:
a puma shirt, pants, underwear?!?:D

three of your favorite bands or musical artists at the moment:
click five
jason mraz
fall out boy

three of your favorite songs at the moment:
good day
straighjacket feeling
wordplay

three things you want in a relationship (other than love):
trust, commitment, concern

two truths and a lie:
i think i look like kenlim
i am weird
i am bored

three physical things about the opposite sex that appeal to you:
eye?
body?
lips?

three of your favorite hobbies:
eat
sleep
shop

three things you want really badly right now:
finish all my homework
my lips to be not so dry
sleep

three places you want to go on vacation:
london
bangkok
egypt

three things you want to do before you die:
go bungee-jumping
para-sailing
be a supermodel :Dhaha

2006-06-14T01:13:00.000-07:00

WAHRAO!>:(
Watching the GREEN FOREST MY HOME show on you-tube now, and it's so exciting!:D But the susan is such a bitch la, lie here lie there, i hope she kena roast her head or smth. BISH. The Owen very pathetic pls, he's like Sophie's guardian angel! Haha I think Sophie's kinda -URGH- at times la. That William is also not too bad, but he's so stupidddddd!!!
#%^#^#(^#%!!!
AND I can't view my cbox now! So irritating! I have not been able to view it for quite some time.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
>:(
yucks okay off to watch!
omg green forest my home rocks!
:D

2006-06-12T07:21:00.000-07:00

YAYNESS:D
SEEYUN IS FEELING DARN HAPPY BECAUSE THE BOOK THAT SHE TOTALLY LURVVESS IS GOING TO BE MADE INTO A MOVIE!:D
ISN'T THAT AWESOME???
GOSH I WAS LIKE SUPERDEE HAPPY YESTERDAY!
AND THE BK IS THE NAMESAKE!
YEP, THAT'S THE ONE I JUST FINISHED READING.
BUT THE TRAILER DISAPPOINTED ME ABIT.
THE MAN DIDN'T HAVE SIX PACKS, AND WORSE HE WAS LIKE SO THIN LIKE A BAMBOO STICK(!!!)~~not as macho or handsome as my channing tatum~~
AND HE'S NOT HANDSOME! i THOUGHT HE WOULD LOOKS VERY UNIQUELY EXOTIC OR LIKE HALF-BLOOD SUAVE OR SMTH!
SIGH THE ACTORS WEREN'T THAT CHARMING TOO!
HOPEFULLY THE PLOT WILL BE ABLE TO COVER UP IT'S WEAKNESSES.

Went SunPlaza to ~~study~~ ask Shirley to help me with my Chemistry blehx D; and she really did!haha:D Ate alot of food there. And I never been SunPlaza before and I discovered that

It is super boring and there are very few shops
ALOT of ahlians and ahbengs.

Well didn't do ~~anything much~~ but managed to answer some of my chemistry questions :D And do my speech which was greatly inspired by the GREAT TOMOE! i think y'all will laugh like shizxzz when you hear it xD

hahahaha, and later went ntuc. and i saw Jiafeng and Louisa there(: I was like o.O when I saw them. Shocked like hell cos I asked them why y'all come to ntuc there were like "haha we come here to play!" WHY WOULD TWO 14-YEARS-OLD GO NTUC to play?!?Play what? okay that sounds offensive but I din't know what to do but just greet them luh cos I was so shocked hahaha

tata!<3!

2006-06-10T07:17:00.000-07:00

Watching "My Name Is Earl" a while ago. DAMN the story just ended like this:
Randy: "If you had the chance to be an animal what would you be?"
Earl: pauses to think for a moment, then says " A dog. Cos I can sleep on other couches."
Randy: What about cats? Don't they sleep on couches too?
Earl: Yeah, um I guess so.
Randy: I wanted to be a monkey but it has the ('same catch?')

Then the story ends and I stare into the screen, stayed there for a while, then I went wth?!?

I'm partially deaf, you see. Or in other words, I can't fully digest the American accent. Or maybe, I'm just dense.

Reading "The Namesake" now. The story is quite interesting luh, it's about this Bengali boy who doesn't like his name, and well, his name is weird, I'll have to admit, Gogol, if you must know. SIYUN? I think my name's okay, not as bad as any Tom, Dick, Harry. Come to think of it, they're like TomHANKS, DickLEE, HarryPOTTER right.
Was browsing through some teenage mag at popular just now. In every other page I see ZAC EFRON. I was examining him, and I don't think he looks that suave/macho/hot :D HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL sounds nice.
YESTERDAY I MOODSWINGED A LOT>,<>spend too much time on the computer. My english sucks big time nowD: ABG#&#()
RAHHH I'm so pissed at XXXXX and XXXXXX. Fine maybe XXXXX. She's annoying and irritating and gross and disgusting and spastic and @#537^#a#@#$356%#r! >:( GRRRRRRRRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
alot of peeps are hooked onto the World Cup currently. Well, I'm just not into world-cup like i'm not into chemistry?!? and I hope Paraguay pulls it off although ~~it's playing VERY rough tonight and England is a bit better~~.
AND is Channing Tatum ~~bald~~? -Frowns at Gets- Maybe he looks weird in the picture BUT is he that BALD???

FINE THE MATCH JUST ENDED AND THE SCORE WAS 1-0 BETWEEN ENGLAND AND PARAGUAY.
>:(

!

2006-06-08T06:05:00.000-07:00

DAMN!

this is totally insane.
How can Rahimah Rahim get in? She's like a attention seeker who's trying to act like sh'es very naughty and cheeky and chio, but not only does she fail to do so, she's like downright disgusting. You should see her hair; its TOTALLY like a mop. I mean she's just like a fake typical Idol-wannabe who tries to act cool. I think Singapore made a terrible mistake.
Though Gayle's a tad arrogant yesterday, her performance wonderful and was potentially much better than Rahimah Rahim. At least she has that X factor which that RAHHH-him doesn't have. I think she's wayyy gorgeous than RAHHH-him and can adapt to more genres rather than RAHHH-him who is only suitable for those low, strong songs. And Gayle was able to captivate the audience. You can't capture the cheering of the audience unless you are really charismatic. Hope that she can get in thru the wildcard round! And you should have seen how smug RAHHH-him was! She was like YUCK. YUCKYUCKYUCK.
BUT! Jasmine got in! She's undoubtedly natural! I hope she can go far! Maybe in the top 5?? I think she's kinda cute in her own ways(:

I HATE PEOPLE LIKE RAHHHH-HIM. SUPERFICIAL. ARROGANT. SMUG.